Now here we were. I had just blown my load into her mouth, she swallowed it all and as I come down from my orgasm, feelings of extreme guilt came crashing down on me. What had I done? Why had I done it? What the hell was I thinking? I was so ashamed that I got cleaned up, got dressed and decided to get out of there. Or at least keep my hands off her. Seriously. I told her, that I couldn't have a relationship with her anymore. She had broken my trust, I couldn't go back to how things were.