Time for some backstory. This all happened last week Monday so it's still super fresh in my mind. I had been with this girl, let's call her Natasha, for 4 years. She isn't the prettiest girl, and is a bit overweight, and I'm not really attracted to that, but we got along so well. Now, tasha and I had been in love, and I felt like she was perfect for me. Problem was, she suffered from a deep depression and had been on the verge of suicide a few times while we had been going out. I tried to stay positive.