hi. so ummm this the story of how i lost my gay virginity. i’ve been into guys my whole life but i could never accept it until midway through high school. i didn’t want to be gay, i was so afraid of how hard my life would be and how much i would be made fun of and bullied. i’m not very masculine at all, i’m only 5’5, and really small. i remember being so insecure changing in the locker room when i was younger, and all the bigger boys had already started going through puberty.