The two times we have been together have been mind blowing. I can't stop thinking about him. It is so difficult to behave myself while we are at work together around customers and coworkers. I feel like everyone should be able to see through me, see my insatiable desire for him. How can they miss it? I can feel my heart beating when we are near, hell, I can hear it. I am drawn to touch him which makes me keep my physical distance so I won't slip up. He doesn't do the same, so I am in a constant state of arousal and reminding myself to keep my hands off.