I was just finishing my first year of college, when I was invited to a small party. At the time, I was in an experimental phase with drugs and would get together with a small group of friends and smoke weed/drink/whatever. I had a close female friend, Emma, that I would hang out and do drugs with on occasion. I had feelings for her, but she didn't have them back. That was fine, I'm not one of those aggressive type guys and at this point I was over pursuing a relationship with her.