I've always liked older men, just the thought of someone more experienced than I was, and definitely someone more experienced than the boys my age. The whole teacher/student cliche has always been a huge turn on. I wanted to be shown how real men fuck, I wanted to be fucked, not have awkward anxious teenage sex with some kid from my friend group. But honestly he wasn't even that much older than me, 8 years to be exact, I was 19 he was 27.