Use her or lose her? The creation of a teenage ghetto slut.. | 2016

I have met someone that I know I should not have a relationship with. Yet I have had zero luck controlling urges that she readily and dutifully meets. After years of working in an adult mental health facility I was recently transferred to a youth facility. Prior to this assignment my thoughts and behavior never ventured into the area that I reside now. I was certainly aware of the cute teenage girls visiting therapists but never saw them in a particular light. One day that all changed. There was a particular girl who made her high school crush on me readily apparent. I ignored and shied away from her for months. It seemed to embolden her. Misha was a 18 year oldblack girl. She sat in the waiting area near my office and made sure I could hear her conversation. She wanted to experience sex with an older man with a big cock. I again ignored the comments but she persisted.That particular evening she strode to the desk and placed a note in my view. She was wearing a school uniform complete with Catholic school dress and when she walked away she made sure to put an extra twist in her hips fully displaying a mouth watering chocolate ass teenager or not. For the first time and before I read the note my dick wa harder than a rare diamond. I was about to throw away the note when she said if you read it I'm sure you'll see something you like. The note said mister I REELY want to suck your dik. Then I tragically went from an upstanding citizen, an up and comer in my field to an unhinged animal. I suddenly vividly recalled the conversations amongst friends about young black girls. Promiscuous horny willing to do anything for a chance to ride in a nice car and have a liitle cash. Loud and seductively dressed. Ghetto trash. Ten minutes prior to this I would have cursed any man who would take advantage of her vulnerability. Suddenly I was irreversibly aroused by her circumstances. It only took 34years. I was a married man. With kids of my own. Didn't stop me. It was the worst decision I ever made. For 10 years I had a "relationship" with her. But it was the first time that stands out. If it have been a sting I'd be writing this wearing stripes because I was all in. Dropped all decency and took advantage of her. Office closes at nine. Last out lock up. Guess who was last. After reading the note and becoming blind with illicit lust I told her to find an empty office and stay there. As became a theme in our arrangement that was always the case. She did what she was told. Offices locked elevators shut down. No way to be discovered. As I made my way towards the office I couldn't believe what I was doing. Yet I knew exactly what I was going to do. I entered the room possessed. Stand up turn around bend over the desk. She did so and I lifted her dress and tore her panties off revealing her tight black ass and young snatch. I pushed her back down further and dove in face first spreading her tight ass and attacking her moist cunt with my mouth. She obviously hadn't ever experienced something like this and was immediately beside herself. I was squeezing her thick ass and darting slithering and licking her young hole. She was squirming squealing and flailing knocking things off the desk as I gorged on her cunt. Seemingly in no time she was in the midst of a violent or gas money. I stood up and shoved two fingers in her snatch and pistoned back and forth while she shook and screamed. I grabbed a handful of her braids and forced her to her knees in front of me. "Open your mouth". She did and I placed my two fingers in her mouth. "Taste your slut pussy". She hungrily locked and sucked every drop. "Get my dick out and do what you promised ". She fumbled with my belt and zipper nervously and pulled out my throbbing nine inch cock. Pulling down the waistband my big dick sprung out and slapped her face lewdly. I grabbed both her wrists and placed her hands on my evil manhood. "Kiss the head lick it and stroke it slow and don't take your eyes off of me". She followed my instructions to the letter. Softly kiss the head with her full lips stroking me while she licked the underside her eyes trained on mine. "You're good little slut aren't you Misha?" She nodded her head with my dick in her mouth and I pushed her down further stuffing her face with hard cock. She struggled but moaned as I found a rhythm of push and pull on her head using her young mouth. I began to push further and deeper forcing more swollen dick into mouth and down her throat. She pushed at my thighs but I didn't relent making her take it all. She gagged I pulled back and a string of saliva hung from my soaked member as she tried to regain her breath. Once she almost recovered I shoved it in again and then did something I had never even fantasized about in the darkest corner of my mind. As I was sliding myself in and out of her hungry moaning mouth I suddenly from nowhere spit right in her face. I pulled out and watched it run from her forehead into her eyes and down the center of her face. I should have been repulsed at my action and she should have vehemently protested. Neither thing happened. I pushed myself back in and began to face fuck my young black whore in earnest and she grabbed my ass imploring me to give it to her. I will never forget the sounds of that evening. Wet gurgling choking sounds as I used her mouth and throat. I was lost in lust with no desire for a map to find my way back. I pulled her up bent her over the desk lifted her skirt and began to spank her bare black ass making her cry out and call me daddy. I was abusing this young girl . I should have been appalled. I was instead amazed by how big and hard I was by my thoughts and most of all.by her reactions. She was thoroughly enraptured being used. She meekly tried to.cover her ass only to give in and accept her punishment. "You filthy black whore you better get used to this. This is what every man will do to you the rest of your slut life. " I grabbed her hair again lined my dick up at her tight box reared back and slammed it in balls deep without an ounce of mercy. The air was knocked from her lungs and her mouth hung open in a wordless wail. I held there firm and slowly drew back half of my meat and slammed it in again. Her pussy was drooling wet and tight as a drum. I yanked on her braids and impaled her once more. She managed to let out a impassioned scream. I grabbed her black hips and proceeded to power fuck her relentlessly. Pounding her hole and spanking her black ass as hard as possible fueled the demon inside this young slut. My words drove her insane and over the edge. Her slit was like a snug fountain and I kept hammering away making her tight ass clap and echo throughout the room. "You like getting your little pussy beat up don't you little whore?" She yelled out I love your big dick daddy. I thought of the sassy mouth inappropriately dressed girls just like her and put my body into overdrive it was as if my hips had been fitted with hydraulics. I absolutely pummeled her helpless hole as she came time and time again. Then I felt it coming. It was sure to be an gusher and there was only one way to finish this episode. Punishing her black ass with my hand and assaulting her teenage cunt with my enraged cock finally drove me over the edge. I pulled out of her spasming box grabbed her neck and pulled her to the edge of the desk holding her down. With my free hand I pumped my pulsing pole right in front of her face until it erupted. I began to spray her dark face holding her in place as she struggled to literally not drown in cum. Streak after hot streak of hot white cum splashed on her face plastering her eyes nose and lips. It was the most wonderfully nasty scene my eyes had ever experienced. When I was done I shoved my dick in her mouth and made her eat every drop. I rubbed her face with my cock and fed her my cum covered cock to eat. I had never cum so hard and so much. She lay there a used mess. I drove her home but not before parking around the corner and fucking her greedy mouth again and making her eat my cum. For 10 years I used her over and over in the most decadent and depraved situations and she was a sexual marvel every time. She became an obsession. My only thoughts were where how often and how hard I could fuck her. There were countless memorable encounters. The therapist, the wedding gift, the foster father, the jealous friend, the interrogation, the kidnapping, stripping and streetwallking. So many episodes that I'm willing to share with the curious. She's married with kids of her own and reached out with a short note about wanting to feel my big dick buried in her black ass again. So my ultimate question is this. Should I revisit this situation again? Have you ever been a part of something like this? What would you do? I've included pictures of Misha so you don't have to imagine what drive me.to this. Comments and questions are welcome.