Sucked a big dick for the first time... (M/M) | 2016

I don't know if this is the right forum for this or whatever, but I was 100% straight up till not too long ago and I want to share my story.

Basically, this all started a few weeks ago. I realized that when I was watching porn I was more turned on by the guys huge dick than the girl. Which got me thinking about trying it.... I'm about 6" and thick, I've never had any complaints & I think I'm pretty good in the bedroom. But something about seeing a monster that a chick could barely even fit in her mouth was really hot to me, and my fantasy gradually turned from seeing a big dick to being dominated by a big dick. So I posted on Craigslist about it. This was my ad (yeah I was horny as fuck when I wrote it):

Do you get off on convincing a straight guy to suck your dick?

If you have a really big dick, you might be able to get me to suck it. I'll come over to your place, we'll sit on the couch and talk for a few minutes, then you'll stand in front of me, whip out your monster, put your hand on the back of my head and make me suck it. At first it'll be you pushing me onto it but after a few minutes I get so turned on by having another man's meat in my mouth that I go deeper and deeper on it on my own, until you blow your load all over my face and send me home like a little slut.

At first all the responses were weird ass dudes, and I started to think it was a bad idea. But the next morning I got a response from a dude who seemed pretty normal, with a nice looking 8" cock. He said we could do my exact fantasy so even though I was nervous as hell, I told him I would come to his house. I drove out there, and I was so close to not even going in. After all, I was straight. If I went in and sucked this dude's dick, would I be less of a man? But I decided you only live once, so I got out of the car and rang the doorbell.

The guy answered the door and looked normal, so I came in and we sat on the couch. He had a movie playing and we talked a little bit about it, how it was both of our days off work, etc. Then there was a lull in the conversation and he stood up, walked in front of me, pulled down his basketball shorts and started rubbing his dick. I was really nervous so I just watched, then he took my head and pushed towards his giant cock. The head was so huge that I was worried it wouldn't fit in my mouth but it definitely did. As soon as it touched my lips I instinctively started bobbing up and down his dick and he got all the way hard real fast. It felt good sliding in and out of my mouth, even though I could barely get down the shaft. I tried deepthroating a few times and almost threw up, and then he pushed my head down hard on his dick and I gagged like 3 times in a row, all while his cock was lodged down my throat. I guess he felt bad cuz he let me up but I wanted more so I told him to keep going. I felt like a total fag right then but he liked it because he shoved his cock back down my throat and face fucked me for a while. At one point I came up for air and he slapped me with his cock 5-6 times and rubbed it all over my face, and I couldn't wait to get it back in my mouth. I was drooling all over my jeans but I didn't care at all, I just wanted to submit to his cock.

Finally he asked me where I wanted him to cum. I told him my face and he stepped back a few feet and told me to come there. I got up from the couch and got down on my knees, and he put his cock right next to my face and blasted me with what must've been a gallon of nut. I opened my mouth halfway through and got a huge blast of jizz all over my lips and tongue. I was so shocked by the taste I drooled it out all over myself right away though. My white tee had stains all over it, my jeans had drops on them, and oh yeah, my chin and lips were drenched.

I felt like such a little slut, like I had just been used as a cum bucket for this total stranger, and it turned me on so much. He walked away to get me a towel, I snapped a pic of my cum covered face, he came back and I rubbed my face with the towel real quick, then he showed me out. And that was it. The whole drive home I could smell his cum all over me. So hot. We've emailed since then and I sent him the pic I took of my facialized face (MSG me if you want to see it). I really can't wait to try sucking a big dick again... Not sure if that makes me gay or bi or what, but it was fun. Anyways, just wanted to share that.