The Sex Life of Belle: Part Two "Oral Fixation" | 2016

You can find Part One here.

By 16 years old, I was heavily involved in a youth group that was charismatic. Masturbation was considered very wrong, therefore I would feel guilty after doing it and confess to the priest my sins. Then I'd look at lesbian porn and again go to the priest and confess my sin. It was a never ending cycle for about a year. In this time period my intimate life was nonexistent. I was dating a guy who was also involved in this youth group and we didn't even kiss each other for six months. Crazy, I know. By the end of the relationship, we were pretty much wanting to do something beyond first base, but it never happened and things went awry.

I was single for a couple of months and participating less and less in the youth group after the break-up with my ex. Then came along, *Josh. He went to an all boys Catholic school in the area and worked at the Smoothie King that was on the way home to my house from practice. My mom even noticed him and made a comment that he was "cute." Embarrassed by my mom's comment, I told her I knew him through so and so. Josh and I would talk pretty regularly on AIM. Remember, this is before the age of texting.

We started to date, me a junior and him a senior. He would come pick me up from my house and we would hang out at his house. He had a pretty good amount of freedom, considering his dad was either not home or just didn't care that he would close his door when I was there. Of course, this presented the opportunity to push the envelope of my "sex life". It started as the say with the occasional hot makeout session, to heavy petting to my first time getting fingered and me giving him a hand job. His penis wasn't anything to brag about but it did it's job. I did have high expectations after seeing my first one that had to have been at least 7.5 inches.

Near the end of my relationship with Josh, I decided to give oral a go. At least I wasn't losing my virginity just yet, right? I went down on Josh, sucking his cock with no clue as to what to do. He then came to the point where he was going to cum and asked if I would swallow. Well, I didn't think it sounded too gross and was I right. I loved tasting the cum. It was salty and just hot. Thus began my love affair of blowjobs. After finishing my first blowjob, Josh decided to go down on me. I laid on my back as he went under the covers, shoving his face in my pussy. I underestimated how it would feel and it was nothing like fingering. He made a comment that he heard to just do the ABCs in my pussy and it only took about 10 seconds for me to orgasm. I don't know if you can ever imitate your first orgasm from oral because that one will always stick out in my mind as mindblowing.

I debated on losing my virginity to Josh, but he moved away to college with a full scholarship that was in another state and I still had my senior year to finish. He would come in occasionally and I would give him blowjobs when we would hang out. He actually started to crossdress and enjoy getting fucked in the ass after our relationship ended and me being 16 had no idea how to take this.

Needless to say, I remained a virgin through high school. Crazy how just a couple of months later everything would change.