Repost from bibros because I didn't know this sub reddit existed m/m | 2016

To be honest I don't know why I am typing this other than to get it out of my brain.

A little back story, I've known I am bi for most of my life. For the most part guys have been special guest stars in my bedroom with the one long term m/m relationship exeption. Most of my time with guys has been swapping oral.

Last year I was introduced to a gay friend of a friend and we started fooling around on a semi regular basis, again we would get together, hang out and blow each other.

So this lead to yesterday. I got a few texts from him through out the day. Just kind of hey whats up, have a happy thanksgiving type things... until I was sitting on the couch and I get this.

"This is how this is going to work. I am in my bed naked, the door is unlocked. When you get here take your clothes off on the porch and leave them there. Let yourself in and get that fucking mouth on my cock. I don't want any talking I don't even want a response to this text.... get here"

So I decided to see how this went, I got to his house and followed his instructions. I took off my clothes at the front door, I went into his house and into his bedroom and there he was naked stoking his dick with his eyes closed. I climbed on the bed and started licking and sucking. a few minutes in he started telling me how much I liked his cock. I pulled off of him to tell him that I did like it, and he looked at me and said, "I didn't ask if you liked it, I told you that you liked it so shut the fuck up and suck me whore" Ok wow..... but I did. It felt weird but I kind of liked it. A few more minutes into it he pulled my head off of him and told me to look him in the eyes. So I did... he looked down at me grabbed my face with one hand and said " I'm going to fuck you in your ass tonight" I tried to look away and he forced me to look at him " I'm not asking you. I am telling you this is going to happen, so get up on your knees on the edge of the bed with your face down"

I was nervous but I did what he said (I have played with my ass before but it has been a long time and I have never done it with another guy). I sat there like that for what seemed like forever with him standing behind me. I heard him going through his night stand and showed me he had a condom and some lube. He had me watch him put it on. And then he disappeared behind me. I felt him spread my checks and then I felt something new and strange, I felt him spit on my asshole (this was a completly new feeling, it felt dirty but hot at the same time it was followed by the feeling of lube being worked into me and then the pressure of his dick against me. and he shoved it in, it didn't really hurt, it kind of took the wind out of me. I tried to pull away and he grabbed my hips and drove home into me and held me there. He told me to stay still and get used to him being in me. He stayed there for a while calling me names telling me how much I liked his cock and when he felt I had enough time to adjust he started fucking me with long hard strokes. Every time he drove into me it felt like the wind was getting knocked out of me... but it felt amazing at the same time.it didn't take long until he said he was going to cum. He told me to lay flat on his bed. I did and he stood over me took off the condom and jerked off on my face until he came. He shot on my neck and face, threw me a towel and told me to get my clothes and get out. And that he would text me the next time he wanted something to cum in.

I never felt so submissive it was degrading but hot at the same time