Real story, someone told me to post here! [x-post from /r/sex] | 2016

I live a fairly normal and typical life. I graduated in the spring of this year and have been working at a office ever since. My college boyfriend broke up with me over the summer since he was moving out of state for his career. He didn't think we could keep up the long distance and he never asked me to move with him. I don't know if I would have or not, but in the end he showed me that he never really truly loved me.

I was in a rut. Lamenting to my friend about how bored and depressed I was, she suggested that I post to /r/gonewild. We're both Redditors and have lurked the site for a long time. She told me she had posted once and loved it. She got to talk to people who found her attractive and live a little more on the wild side, even if it was just through the internet. We both happen to be very shy and introverted in person, especially at work, but very sexual behind closed doors. She's one of the nicest girls I've ever met, but get her alone in your bedroom, and she'll beg any guy with a hard on to fuck her in the ass. Yes, she's a freak for anal, but that's another story.

Anyways, I take her advice and post some photos I had taken for my boyfriend. Don't worry, he doesn't know about Reddit and isn't very good with technology (a major turn off, by the way). After a few minutes I have several upvotes and an inbox flooded with people telling me how attractive I am, what they'd like to do me, etc. I'm hooked. Finally, a way I can express my sexual side without any of the inherent physical risks.

I couldn't stop posting. I realized I needed help if I wanted to take some better photographs. I am a huge photography fan myself and have plenty of equipment and amateur experience. I never told my friend whether or not I posted to /r/gonewild, and I didn't know if she would be willing or interested in taking nude photos of me. I've always been a little more bisexual than her anyways. Once we made out at a bar while drinking with some guys, just to tease them. I don't know how she felt, but I was more into kissing her than what anyone else thought.

Sorry for my ramblings and side tangents. Back to the main story! I finally decided to ask a close guy friend of mine. He's smart, laid back, and knows a lot about technology. I knew he had some photography experience, and I figured with his level of understanding and my help, we could get some amazing photos. I called him up and asked him if he would be interested in setting up a small photo shoot in my apartment. I didn't tell him all of the details, just that I wanted to take some photos of myself in a few outfits for a project of mine. He agreed, and offered to bring over some weed so we could smoke during. Situation number one: I get really horny when I'm high.

We set a date and time for him to come over and I'm beyond excited. I can't wait to see what kind of photos we get and to actually “model” for someone. I hardly sleep the night before and I wake up early the day of. I clean my apartment, setup some of my equipment in the bedroom, and get some of my outfits ready. I start with a small strap and lace lingerie set I've always loved. It's skimpy and tiny, plus it contours very well to my body (in my opinion of course). I've always felt sexy in it so I feel like that will be a good place to start. I put it on under my pajamas and wait for him to arrive.

He shows up with some equipment of his own and gives me a hug. He comments on my hair and makeup, which is the only thing I have done really. I'm in baggy pajama bottoms and a tank top. I show him to my bedroom where I have everything set up and he breaks out the weed. We smoke and start to talk about the photo shoot. I ask him how comfortable he is seeing my skin, and he says if he's completely fine with it. He immediately offers to leave the room though while I change; I'm pretty sure he thought I was talking about changing when I referenced skin. I take one more hit, hand him the pipe, and stand up. As he's taking another drag I pull my pajama pants down and take my tank top off over my head. He stops mid-toke and stares. I slowly walk over the backdrop I've set up and asked him if he'd like to start taking photos. He puts the pipe down and stands on the opposite side of me.

We start to take pictures and don't really say much I the beginning. I'm trying to pose while he's snapping shots left and right (I've never done any poses or modeling before). I start to feel myself up and play with tits, trying to be sexy. I think I notice a bulge in his jeans, but I can't tell for sure. The thought of him having a hard on starts to turn me on though, so I touch myself more. He starts to give me directions on posing, and I can tell he's getting into it. He sounds more aroused than professional, making comments like, "I have always loved your ass. Bend over some more. Spread your cheeks. I want to see your pussy." I just go with it.

Now I have to preface, I've never thought of my friend as anything more than just that: a friend. He's been an awesome friend and has always been there for me. He had a girlfriend for awhile, but they broke up a few months ago. We met at a college job we shared, so I've known him for awhile. I'm very comfortable around him.

I take my top completely off and we start to take some shoots of my tits. Then he says, "Can your nipples get any harder?" I lick my fingers and start to rub them. They get slightly harder, but I tell him they could be harder. He offers to "fluff" me, so to speak, and help me get them hard. I thought about it for a few seconds and then finally said okay.

He put the camera down on the bed next to us and walked up to me. I was pretty high so I was very, very horny. As he leaned in to my bare chest I bit my lip with anticipation. I felt so sexy and desired that I couldn't help it. And here comes situation number two: I love to have my tits played with. He cupped my left breast with his hand, and then I felt his warm lips caress my nipple. He kissed it a few times, each kiss getting wetter as he went on. Finally his mouth was open and he was licking every inch of my nipple. He licked all the away around my nipple and then started to suck on it. He gave it one last hard suck and pulled off it. My nipple was full blown hard at this point. I moaned a little at the last suck he gave, as it was a fairly hard suck, but it felt amazing.

He didn't even look up at me as he moved on to my other breast. He began to do the same work on that one as well. His lips running over my chest, his mouth sucking my nipple. It was very intense. This was the first time he had ever touched me in a sexual manner. I won't lie, it took my breath away. As he was about to give my other nipple one last big suck to get them hard, he placed his other hand on my pussy. He cupped it and began to put pressure on my clit, rubbing it up and down a little outside of the lingerie. He stopped as he came up from sucking on my nipple. He then took one step back, grabbed them both, squeezing and molding them in his hand. He pushed my tits together and then let them bounce back down to my chest. "They look perfect," he said, grabbing the camera and continuing the shoot.

The entire time I was wet. I felt like I was on display for him. I felt like I was trying to seduce the camera, anyone seeing the photos, and him personally. I wanted everything that saw me to beg to fuck me. If the camera had a dick, I would have wanted it inside me too. I was so turned on by the idea of someone being turned on by my body that I couldn't handle it anymore. I felt liberated and free. My pussy was drenched.

When we were done shooting photos, I was completely nude. The last shots we took were of my rubbing my pussy. I put one leg up on the edge of the bed near where I was standing. I spread my lips as wide as I could, so he could see how wet I was. I started to rub along the inside of my lips, one side and then the next. Finally I closed my eyes, bit my lip again, and shoved a finger inside myself. I let out a moan and began to masturbate. I felt so hot. I stopped hearing the clicks of the camera. I opened my eyes to see my friend pawing at his pants and trying to shift them around. He clearly had an erection.

"Is this hot?" I asked. He nodded his head yes, as if he didn't know what to say. I stopped touching myself, got down on my knees by the bed, and motioned for him to come over. He walked over to me slowly. With one hand I grabbed his jeans by the waist, and with the other hand I unbutton and unzipped him quickly. He had tight boxer briefs on, so I could see the outline of his cock. I rubbed up and down his shaft with my hand over his boxers, pressing up on him. I finally pulled the pocket of his underwear open. His cock flung out, as if it was tensely pulled back in his underwear. I grabbed the base of his dick with on hand, placed the other on his thigh, and took him inside of my mouth.

To make a long story short, we fucked. Sorry I got so graphic, it was just such a vivid experience. When we were done, he told me the sex was amazing and he had a great time. He offered to come over and shoot more photos anytime, or just to fuck again. I kissed him on the cheek and thanked him, and then hopped in the shower as he left.

The more I think about him, the more I think I like him. He's been an awesome friend, and he's always been there for me. I know our encounter started with lust and physical passion, but I think I might want to try a romantic relationship. Should I make him take a step back and see if he wants to go out on a date, or should I just see if the physical relationship turns into something romantic? I don't want to lose him as a friend, and the sex was great, but how I see if this could be a real relationship?