Practicing Philosophy M36 F52 | 2016

None of us wants to feel like we are "past it" but with magazines etc telling us what is beautiful we are often programmed to veer away from the slightest flaw and although many people overcome certain prejudices. Age however is rarely one overcome. A person may have a vibrant and beautiful mind but we might ignore it because it's body has had done to it what will happen to us all. Age is only a barrier when coupled with inexperience and innocence. Past a certain age we are all as stupid as each other. As a polyamorist and consciously body positive I had my values tested recently although it was positive and amazing experience.

My wife Haley and I were on our favourite swinging site the other day. Haley was bored at the same types of guys hitting on her with 2 dimensional lines but I was talking to a really interesting woman with a flair for flirting and charm. She managed to get me teased and horny and I got Haley up to speed as she abandoned her laptop and laid on the sofa with her head in my lap watching the conversation. The flirting took a sudden halt when she (Helen) sent

Helen: "Oh damn. I just checked your profile. I am probably too old for you."

Me: "Interesting way of wording it. Not 'you are too young for me'. Besides who's to say what I like and don't like. How old are you?"

Helen: "52. Look you kinda need to look at my profile. We are both in Oxford and I was going to ask if you wanted to meet."

I turned to her profile. No face (as usual) but her body was slim, toned and soft skinned with pert rounded ass and nice pair of B cups with bright pink nipples. She wore knickers in most pictures but there was one pic that showed she shaved into a neat triangle. I looked hard for signs of age and there were only a few signs. Her hands showed signs of hard work and only a few other details.

"Nice!" said Haley "I hope I'm as fit at her age. Are you thinking of meeting her? She's nice."

"I am" I confirmed. We turn back to the screen.

Me: "OMG what do you do to keep that ass so toned!"

Helen: "It's Oxford darling we all run here. I've been running around tourists since I was a student. Does that mean you like what you see?"

Me: "I do :)"

We carried on flirting and at one point I shocked her when she asked if I was playing with my cock. I told her "no my wife is doing that for me" and she was shocked. Introductions were made, Haley assured her that it was all cool and we shared stories of some of our previous fun times. As night drew on and we were getting tired we said that Haley and I were going to have sleepy sex then go to bed. Helen bid us goodnight and added that she was going to think of us fucking while she played with her Rabbit that night.

We met up several days later in a coffee and ice cream shop that's famous in Oxford. She was wearing a sun dress and running sandals with a look on her face and general body language that suggested that she didn't wear it often but the way she adjusted herself before she saw me told me that she liked he apparently liked the way she looked. She has a beautiful and intelligent look.

I approached and she said "you're here" with undisguised relief. I had scanned the room for any normal friends of mine and greeted her with a kiss on the cheek and whispered quickly "Do you have any problem with kissing in public?" She replied "no" and with a "good" from me I kissed her passionately on the lips. When we drew back she only looked blown away for a second and then grinned.

We chatted for about 2 hours about all subjects getting more and more comfortable with each other. The comfortable chairs became free and we quickly moved and were closer being next to each other and very happy with it. After we had finished a round of coffees she took a deep breath and asked casually "shall we go home?"

We started kissing like teenagers against the wall the second the door had closed and her bright blue eyes seemed to sparkle even more with joy and mischief. "This way" she gasped and pulled me into a bedroom that was well decorated and light with a huge expensive bed.

She pulled off her sun dress in one fluid motion and it was my turn to look stunned. She enjoyed me looking for a split second before I pulled off my t-shirt then dropped and stepped out of my jeans. She saw my cock hard and pressing out of my boxers and she bit her lip. I walked straight up to her and kissed her again this time enjoying the feel of our bodies against each other. We sat on the bed and I undid her bra. She giggled all of a sudden and said "best date ever!" falling back onto the duvet.

I went straight to work kissing her stomach and running my hands over her legs and ass. As my kisses started over her breasts she gave a funny "Oh?" and then "nnnnnnn" as I teased around her nipples. I was rewarded with a leg wriggle and cross that I know well from Haley. Her clit was throbbing.

I jumped to kissing deeply again and got a little squeal as her sensitive nipples brushed against my course chest hair. She felt my cock press against her and ran her hand down it over the boxers. I reacted by returning to her nipples and taking it in my mouth where she arched her back and gave a loud and unashamed "ohhh". I worked one nipple then the other with my mouth while the other one was being gently stroked by my fingertips. She built up louder and louder moans until she shouted out "fuck me!"

I pulled down her knickers and was greeted with that clean shaven pussy as I'd seen before but soaking wet. Unable to stop myself I kissed it and then plunged my tongue in to her delicate folds. She gasped and gripped my head there for only a few seconds before she commanded "you. I want to see you".

I kneeled on the bed and reached for my boxers but she knocked my hands away with a smile. I kneeled higher to give her access. My boxers were pulled down in such a way that it caught the tip of my cock for a moment and it sprang back up impressively and I stopped myself from laughing at Helen impulsively licking her lips. She reached and grabbed my cock at the base and then looked at me as if she forgot to ask permission. I said "it's yours do what you will".

She carefully pulled back my foreskin and noticing that the tip was soaking wet she rubbed her thumb and forefinger over the pre-cum and started massaging it. I had to stop myself from choking back the sounds (parent habits) and let the moans of pleasure escape my throat. I let my head fall back which means I didn't see what she was about to do next and let out a "AHHHHH" as her mouth suddenly appeared around my cock.

She was GOOD and I mean fucking good at oral. She would change from running her tongue softly over my length to taking it in her mouth and massaging it with her tongue rolling. No hoover sucking or trying to gag just an amazing feeling that nearly sent me over the edge and had me saying "please please" to get her to stop.

We had arranged a few of the more serious details online prior to this and that meant testing so we had the option of bareback or safe. We had said that we were fine with bareback so after a moment to recover we relaxed by kissing some more.

I only know this now but this was to be her first bareback in 20 years. The last person was her husband who she divorced.

We broke from the kiss, breathless and enjoying the feel of skin to skin. My cock was against her thigh and with an intense look I took her leg and brought the knee to my hip. My cock brushed her pussy and she gasped but now looked straight into my eyes. She was wanting me, trusting me but also saying "I'm scared". I held her eye contact and relaxed showing that I had nothing to hide and that I was not going to hurt her. I rubbed the precum soaked tip of my cock on her pussy to show we were both wet and eased my length inside her. A soft wail came from her but when I looked at her she nodded and then smiled to say she was enjoying it.

I made a point of keeping it slow and sensual with my arms around her and kissing her gently as we both savoured the feeling of my length sliding in and out of her. It felt like hours that we were gyrating and writhing against each other. Her pussy was gripping me tightly and when my full length was deep inside her, her eyes were wide and her mouth open.

I can't say for sure when the pace changed but it changed for both of us at same time. I started going faster and she grabbed my ass and started pulling me sharply into her crotch. She started bucking with each slap of my balls against her ass until she let out a huge banal moan which told me she hadn't come like that in a while.

Once she recovered she said "have you?" and I replied "not yet but close". "Anywhere you want" she said shivering but fixed on my gaze. "You haven't had a guy come in you in a while" I said remembering a previous conversation "N-no but I want you to... if you do" she said.

I recentred myself and while kissing her built up speed. My hips crashed into her again and again as I lost myself and she whined a "ye ye ye ye" in time with my thrusts. The need to explode came suddenly and I pushed deep inside her and gripped her hips to mine. The look of intensity in her eyes was sensational as I shot load after load deep inside her and I'll remember it for the rest of my life with a smile. I bellowed with the release and we collapsed holding each other tightly. She laid in my arms with quiet shaking moans.

I was happy to wait for her to calm down thinking she would want to shower, dress and recover but after 5 minutes she started to laugh.

Me: "Are you okay?"

Helen: "I am AMAZING. I haven't felt so good in years. I had planned to taste as you came but I'd forgotten how it felt to enjoy having a man do that inside me." She laughed. "I'm having trouble with words".

Me: "Maybe next time you'll choose to have me in your mouth. It's up to you."

Helen: "Well that answers one question. So you are happy to meet again?"

I nodded and she fell back laughing then rolled over to kiss me and run her hands over my body. We talked while we enjoyed each others bodies and she sucked our juices off my cock in order to taste my cum a little more. She became a little embarrassed when my cum dripped out of her but I said "it's okay to enjoy it and lubed my fingers with it and played with her clit until she begged me to stop while laughing. She laid there after that with her legs slightly apart playing with herself wearing a glowing smile.

Our bodies change and bear the marks of our trials but our minds, the source of our fantasies can remain bright maelstroms of daring, desire and adventure if we are brave enough to let them be. I hope you enjoyed sharing this experience with me.