panty fantasy leads to intense first time experiment [m/m] | 2016

a little background. As a teenager I became slowly infatuated with feminine clothing, panties, crossdressing, makeup, and eventually got into porn and fantasies of getting fucked as a girl.

My fantasies never amounted to much other than occasionally getting into my sisters clothes, dressing up, painting on some make up and feeling slutty.

One afternoon, when I was 19, I was home alone... I slipped into a pair of tiny lace panties I had stashed, and got to work watching some porn imagining myself on my knees wearing my cute little lace get up, sucking dick and then taking it like a whore. I then came, snapped out of my slut fantasy, showered up and went over to crush beers with some buddies before going out.

Later that night at the bar... I was getting pretty wasted and my mind was wandering to the afternoons fantasy - so I gave in and responded to a text from a guy I had met a few weeks earlier at my friend's sisters birthday party - he was a couple years older than me and was hitting on me all night - so I eventually traded #s with him under the excuse of "lets smoke week sometime". The moment he had my number he was texting me like a horny guy would try to get a girl to comeover and hook up... I didnt fall for it at first.. but it was secretly such a rush... He was treating me like a curious horny little girl... calling me cute and saying how he wanted me in his bed. But I wasn't biting till the night of my panty fun.

I texted him.. Want to smoke up? lol

He texted me back and asked if I wanted to come over. So I hopped into a cab and met him at his apartment. He offered me a beer and we chatted for a minute before he asked me if I wanted to watch a movie because he had no weed. haha

The tv was in his bedroom so we both lay on his bed and started watching the transporter. After about 5 minutes of laying next to him on his bed he touched my hand and we started to make out. This was my first time kissing another dude an it felt very weird. After making out for a few minutes I started taking his clothes off and grabbing his dick. The next thing I did was start sucking his nipples an eventually I had made my way down to his dick which I started sucking. Can't remember how long I sucked his cock for but he figured out it was my first time so he started to suck mine to show me how it was done.

At this point we started making out again with myself lying face up and him lying ontop of me- I then asked if he had a condom. He put on a condom and put some lube on his fingers which he then rubbed onto my ass. I then grabbed his dick and guided it toward my ass... he then grabbed my hands, held them, told me to relax and started slowly pushing inside me.... I lifted my legs up and squeezed them around his body- It took a while to ease in, and it hurt alot at first, but finally I relaxed, gave up control, and let him slide it all the way in... IT FELT SO GOOD. he really started to pound me hard at this point. After his cock popped in, I couldn't help myself from squealing, and quickly thereafter moaning heavily... It was uncontrollable. I was getting fucked. I told him it was myfirst time and to talk dirty to me. I was a horny little slut and between moans I asked him to fuck me harder and harder.

I was so drunk at this point and was imagining myself being fucked as a girl - so I asked him to fuck me doggy style on the bed. I turned over and let him start fucking me from behind. When I started to push back on his DICK he told me not to move and to let him FUCK ME. After a few minutes he pulled out, told me to stand up and bend over his bed- he then fucked me bent over. After this we got up onto the bed again, he lay down and I hopped ontop and rode his dick while facing him. At this point I was bouncing up and down and felt like a complete slut. I was riding him so hard he said he was going to bust. I slid off his dick and took the condom off - then I got on my knees and sucked his cock until he came in my mouth. I swallowed his load and proceeded to put my clothes back on. He asked me if I wanted to be finished off - but I said no- I just wanted the experience of getting fucked like the slutty whore that I am.

He then drove me home and I never saw him again. I jerked off on my bed all over myself about 5 times after getting railed like that. I felt like a whore for days after because my ass was feeling the effects of getting pounded left right and centre.

This was a few years ago... I havent played with a guy since! I've only explored crossdressing a bit more, love getting girly.