Exploring boundaries (MMF) | 2016

This took place last year. I'm still coming to terms with what it means. Maybe it belongs under confessions but it still gets me hot to think about it, so I thought sharing it here would be fun.

My old gf Jordan and I had been together for a few years. She was hot, a bit voluptuous, and very sensual. Things had gotten a bit stale between us sexually, and one night she told me about a sexual encounter she'd had before we met, while she was jacking me off. I got so turned on thinking about her with another guy. It was really weird, but turned me on so much.

She continued to tell me about her past when we fooled around, and I was never sure if the stories were real, fake, or some combination. But they got me so hard. I told her I wanted to see her fuck another guy, just to see her to do it, I'd been imagining it in my mind so much. We started to play around online with single guys. It was pretty easy to find fit guys with nice bodies that turned her on. Sometimes she would cam with them alone while I watched, other times we'd let the other guy watch us. My favorite part was always hearing him get aroused and tell Jordan how hot she was and what he'd like to do to her. I started getting to used to see the hard cocks and being turned on at the same time, and even noticed that I liked some more than others. Nothing about the guys themselves turned me on, but I have to say that a nicely proportioned cock, a bit thick with a large head actually started to get me going a little.

One time we were playing online when we got a message on another app from an old friend, Mike, living in another state. Jordan had always been rather flirty with him and when he asked what we were up to, she told him the truth! That she was naked on the bed, rubbing her pussy while she watched some random guy jerk off. Mike was only a little shocked, and barely missed a beat before he suggested he join in.

We talked about it briefly, and were so turned on already, it was basically what the fuck, it might be kind of a cool. So we cut it short with the other guy and went cam to cam with our friend Mike. It went slowly at first, but he loved seeing Jordan in that way and kept encouraging to be more revealing.

When he finally saw her tits he said, "Wow those are even better than I imagined! I've always thought about those amazing tits. I can't believe I'm finally seeing them!"

He got his cock, kind of discreetly. But Jordan wouldn't have any of that. "Let me see, I want to see it!" He relented and gave a good view. It was about 3/4 hard. "Well?" he said.

"Mmm, gorgeous. Nice and thick. Your wife is a lucky woman." He stroked it and it got fully hard. It was nice, I have to admit. I've seen a lot of cocks from watching porn, and this was the nicest I could remember. Medium to large, but with some heft, and a perfect, big, hard, shiny head. Nice full balls too, which I couldn't help notice.

Then Mike started to take over a little. Giving some instructions. Touch your tits. Now touch your pussy. Spread it a little. Oh yeah.

Once it was established that we would let him guide us, he became more bold.

"Go down on her." Which I did. He described how hot she looked and how turned on he was getting. "Feed her your cock slowly." Which I did. "God she's sexy sucking cock. Wish it was my cock in her mouth." Me too, I thought to myself. That would be fucking hot.

"Get behind her." I did. "Fuck her like that. Show me closer." I grabbed the laptop and held it over so he could see up close. "Fuck yeah, spread her ass. I wish that was my cock spreading those lips like that." Jordan loved it. For her it was like fucking two guys. Sure it was only one body, mine, but it was two minds, two separate kinds of sexual energy.

All the while I could see him jerking his cock. It looked beautiful. Nice and thick, big head. He jerked it kind of slow. Jordan asked me to put laptop back where she could see.

She told him how sexy his cock was. He asked her if my cock felt good. "Oh god yeah. It feels so good pounding me."

Mike said, "Do you want to feel my cock deep inside?" "Oh god yeah" she said. I could feel her get even more turned on. She started grinding back into me harder and was now more vocal. Mike said, "I love seeing your face while you get fucked. I wish you could suck my cock right now. Do you wish you could suck my cock?"

"Oh yes, I wish I could suck your cock. Mmmm" she said. Then Mike told me to stick my finger in Jordan's ass and pound her til she came. I did it. We didn't do much anal play, so I went very slowly, but Jordan was getting off on it. I think she loved being the center of attention.

I couldn't keep my finger in and fuck her very well, so I switched to my left thumb, kind of bent, which worked a lot better. We got into a groove. Jordan loved my thumb in her ass, my cock in her pussy, and our friend Mike's cock right in her face. I started losing my ability to pay to attention to their talk, it was all I could do to keep from cumming. But I could hear bits and pieces of their dirty talk. Him telling her how sexy she was, what he would do to her. Her telling him how she would grind and ride him, how much she wanted to feel his thick cock in her.

Jordan is a loud when she cums, and a little violent. As she got closer to cumming, she started really meeting my thrusts. I couldn't keep my thumb in her ass anymore, it was all I could to do hang on. She told Mike how much she loved his cock, how she wanted to feel it in her. He moved the camera closer to his cock, "I'm gonna cum, I'm gonna cum, I'm gonna cum!"

Jordan loved it. "Oh god cum for me. I love that cock. Make it cum for me."

"I'm gonna cum!"

"Cum for me! Cum for me!"

Back and forth, "I'm gonna cum" and "cum for me!" Like they were the ones fucking and she was meeting his thrusts with her own thrust and a grind."

He moaned loud, deep and long, then "I'm cumming!" He moaned again and blew a huge load.

That threw Jordan over the edge. She'd reached back to finger her clit while I was pounding away, and the site of Mike cumming so hard for her sent her into a wild orgasm. I could feel her pussy squeeze down on my dick. She was panting and yelling out "Yes, yes, yes, oh yes, oh yes!" And that sent me over the edge. I pulled her hips in hard and went deep, strong and fast and came so hard inside her I could barely keep thrusting.

We collapsed and caught our breath. It was one of the most intense orgasms I'd ever had. I don't really remember how long we lay there. Jordan was the first to reconnect with Mike. They had some chit chat, kind of superficial. Then she told him how much fun she had, how much she loved his cock, and how we would have to do it again. Then she shut the computer, kissed me, told me how much she loved me and my cock, and went to take a shower.

I had a glass of wine, relived it in my mind, and felt myself getting aroused. I fantasized about Mike's cock in Jordan's mouth. Her hand wrapped around its thickness. Licking the head. I thought about his cock stretching her pussy. Me watching her face while she came with his cock buried in her. I felt a little awkward that I was so comfortable being turned on thinking about another guy's cock, but it seemed natural, so I just went with it.

All the boundaries were blurring. The whole sight and feel of it all turned me on. I was getting so hard thinking about. I started rubbing my cock a little, laid back and waited for Jordan to return, thinking about how to set up the next encounter, and wondering if there was anyway to do it in person.