[MF] Don't know how to feel about getting my ass ate (24 M) | 2016

Ok so first and foremost this isn't really meant to be a serious post, just me reminiscing on an experience and feeling ambivalent about it lol

So this girl and I are doing the mattress mumbo, we were both sweating like some old whores in church. She was such a freak (She's a Scorpio I'm an Aries, to my Astro-Redditors), plenty of ass grabbing, nipple biting, hair pulling, sloppy tongue kissing, choking, position switching, Spitting etc.

So after like the second orgasm, she gets in her knees and starts sucking me off again. I'm enjoying it fully present in the moment, then she starts gobbling my balls up and jerking tha dick, my eyes rolled back I'm in sexual bliss.

Then her tongue creeps down between my legs and her tongue slides right down the gooch (The part between your nut sack and ass)

At this point I wake up outta my daze and I say in a half dozed voice "Hey!!! Whoa I'm not with that zesty shit!!!"

She ignores me and keeps eating it (Ugh, hate saying it). I put both hands on her head, intending to push it away but i realize that shit feel good as FUCK!! I said "what is you doin!!?" She's just moaning and continues until I blow a load down her windpipe

That night I drove home, I could still feel her saliva dripping down my ungodly areas. When I got home it seemed like my ass squeaked like brand new sneakers on a freshly mopped gym floor.

At first I felt really ambivalent because I kinda felt like the Bitch in the situation. Idk man it was just something about the way she handled me, it was kinda masculine... kinda rapey lol. But I liked it. It's weird because, I'm a man gotdamn it, my ass is a no-no zone and she violated it. It's kinda like being on a good diet, one friend brings you a big ass cake with ice cream in it, you're mad because you know, dieting! But cake.

I kind of just kept it between me and her. We laugh about it in conversation but behind that girlish charm I know there's a sexual demon.

After a couple of days I just blew it off, it's sex. I should be grateful because she was one hell of a lay.