So I had gay sex for the first time last night... and I'm straight. | 2016

Wow OK. I still cannot believe that happened. I'm straight...or at least I thought I was.

I'm in my mid 20's and have always been in heterosexual relationships. I broke up with my long term girlfriend a few months ago, and I think she is a large part of what happened last night. When I first started dating her in my late teens, we were both relatively innocent sexually. Throughout the years, however, we were able to explore kinkier and kinkier fantasies. Moreover, my imagination had started to get a little more out there. Like, with each new thing we did, I'd get turned on by more and more "taboo" things. First it was relatively lame stuff like anal, in "public" (but not really), and it progressed to things like swinging, partner swapping, cheating (we never did any of that, but I was fantasize about it).

Well at one point I started getting more and more intrigued by the idea of being with another guy. So gay porn would sometimes work it's way into the rotation.

Well for the past few months, I've been getting extremely turned on by gay porn. Finally, I decided that I'm single, only live once, and might as well try it out for myself. It took me a while to build up the courage, but perhaps the best thing about homosexual relations is that it's pretty easy to find a partner once you decide you want to have sex. If you're a "straight," good looking guy in your 20's, you don't even have to try.

My decision was whether I would find a guy at a bar or have sex with one of my gay friends I already have. At first I figured I'd pick someone up at a bar, but then I got nervous about sex with strangers, disease, etc... At the same time, though, I don't really want it "out" that I was having gay sex. In the end, I decided that it would be best if I did it with a friend. I have a couple gay friends, and I decided that I would hook up with the one we'll call Will. Will had always jokingly told me while I was dating my ex that if things ever went bad, he'd be more than happy to be my rebound. I called Will up and asked if he wanted to get drinks last night (so far nothing out of the ordinary; we hang out frequently) We went to a bar by his place (I needed lots of drinks; I was nervous as hell) and started talking. After very many drinks I basically asked him if his offer was still good.

"Dude, seriously?" He asked. "I might need a few more drinks, but yes I'm serious." I said. "Wow, well OK, let's go back to my place then." At this point, I don't know who was more nervous. I felt myself crashing back down to sobriety and really didn't think I could go through with it sober. So when we got back to his place, we started pounding more drinks. Eventually, I said "so how do we do this?"

He replied that I should get in his shower and he would join me. So, realising that this was actually going to happen, I walked upstairs to his shower, undressed, turned the water on and stepped in. I sort of just stood there... just kind of waiting.

Eventually, Will stepped in the shower and was behind me. Thank God he knew what to do (I'm sure he's quite experienced). He started gently rubbing my back and shoulders, massaging them with the body wash. Oddly enough, things felt pretty natural. I've showered with girls before, and this was similar...but very different as well. His hands were strong and was actually giving me a good massage (unlike girls who typically don't have the hand strength). This went a long way toward putting me at ease, and I even began to twitch down there.

When I turned around, I saw my friend standing in front of me, skin glistening from the water. Putting body wash on my hands, I started rubbing him down. My hands went from his shoulders, down to his pecs, his abs, and then down his legs, grabbing his ass. I pulled his hips close to me, and our slowly growing cocks rubbed against each other. Like jumping into cold water, I sort of just "went for it" and pressed my lips against his, making out with another guy for the first time in my life.

As we explored each other's mouths, I could feel his cock pushing against mine. As his grew, so did mine. I worked my was down, kissing his chest, his stomach, and then taking his penis into my mouth, giving Will a blowjob. I was transfixed. I could not believe that I was going down on another guy. More surprising was how much I loved it. I wanted him to cum in my mouth. I wanted to swallow every bit. On the other hand, I really...really wanted him to fuck me

We made our way out of the shower and dried off. He led me to his bed and I lay down on my back. He grabbed my legs from under me knees and spread them apart. He then commenced sucking my cock, licking my balls, and going down further and probing my asshole with his tongue. I have never done this before, and almost embarrassingly, this made me cum. I still don't know exactly what happened. I wasn't even touching my dick, nor was he. He was rimming me and it felt so fucking good that I came all over my stomach, chest, and face. Will laughed and told me that perhaps I should have been going gay sooner. He had never seen anyone cum just by rimming them. He also told me it wasn't going to be the last time I came that night.

As he kept rimming me, he inserted one, then two, then three fingers into my asshole (lots of lube). At one point, he was basically fucking my ass with his three fingers. We decided we could move up to the real thing.

I turned over on to my stomach, and sort of lifted my ass up...kind of a half doggy style. He ate out my ass a little more while stroking my again-hardening cock. It was weird... I was getting so turned on by the fact that I was presenting myself to him. I've always been the guy doing the fucking, and here I was wanting to get fucked. I wanted to give myself to him. I wanted his cock in my fucking ass so bad. I couldn't help myself; I just said it "Fuck me, Will. Put you cock in my ass. I want you to fuck me."

I've always been pretty vocal during sex, but I could barely believe the words coming out of my mouth. I was so hungry for dick, and he was all too happy to oblige. When he slid in, I was surprised how easy it was. He did it pretty slowly, and I couldn't believe it kept sliding in. It was much bigger than his three fingers. I would think he put all of it in, and then to my shock, he would slide even more in. I don't mind saying that we are both well endowed, and I was coming back to a full, raging hard on as he slowly but confidently thrust in and out.

Once I was loosened up, he really started to fuck me. His hands were around my hips and he was fucking me, hard. He was in control. I was being submissive and getting fucked in the ass by Will's huge dick. This whole time, I'm panting, grunting, shouting, and telling him to fuck me harder. I finally understood the POV of the girls I've been with. It was giving me such pleasure to know that I was his to fuck. My ass was Will's, and he was fucking it with wild abandon. He told me to call him daddy, and I did. This made me so hard. He asked me how it felt to be a little faggot. He made me scream "I'm such a little faggot and I love it" as he fucked me.

OhmyGod I wanted him so bad. I was almost seeing double I was in such pleasure. I asked if I could ride him, and he made me say please and ask more nicely. "Can I ride you, Daddy?" I asked, and he assented. As he lay down on his back, I straddled him, grabbed is cock, and pushed the head against my now-loose asshole. As I slowly slid myself down on it, I felt his cock expand my ass again and stuff itself deep inside me. Slowly coming back up and down again, I got into the rhythm. Good god, I'm riding him. With my hard dick swinging down and slapping his stomach with each time I came down, I rode him hard just like my exes used to ride me. As I'm riding him, I felt the families twinges of pre-orgasm start to being again. Shockingly, however, they didn't take as long as I am used to. Normally I can pretty well control when I cum to some extend, but this was like an unstoppable explosion. As I'm riding his hard cock, I cum once again all over Will.

I think this was too much for him, seeing his straight friend cum all over him and he let me know that he was close to. I dismounted, got on all fours, and Will once again grabbed my hips and fucked me hard. After about a minute of wild fucking, he grabbed my hips, pulled him all the way against him, and I felt his dick throbbing inside me and then it got very warm in there. He was cumming deep inside my ass (no disease worries, trust me). God that felt so good. I didn't want him to stop. I wanted him to cum forever.

It was weird. I still would not want to date another guy or anything, but at that moment and after, I felt so close to Will. We lay there together in each others' arms. My body was shaking from having been cum so hard (or being fucked so hard, I don't know which). It was nice being the one held for once. Nice having the other person make YOU feel safe and at home. I would have done anything Will wanted in that moment, and to be honest I was hoping he would want me to suck him off again or something. Unfortunately, however, he was spent.

Maybe it was because the alcohol was wearing off, but I felt weird about staying there overnight. So after telling him bye, I went outside his condo to catch a taxi. I was finally able to get a cab and when it came near the license plate said fresh and there was a dice in the mirror. I got home late last night/early this morning, and I've basically done nothing all day except masturbate to last night and watch more gay porn.

At the time, I thought it might be a one and done thing, but that was probably the best sex I have ever had in my life. I am still very much interested in girls and will assuredly date only girls in the future, but I am definitely not ruling out exploring more of this other side of me.

Anyway, hope you guys enjoy.

tl;dr Had amazing gay sex and am considering doing it more often.