[M]y [f]irst [f]or real threesome | 2016

So last week I came home drunk and horny and even though my girlfriend had company, that didn't stop us from doing it right there on our living room couch while her friend watched. I was pretty stoked about it, so the next day I wrote that story down here.

After a day or two of not being too sure whether I should bring the subject up with her or not, I figured we should probably talk about it. So one night before bed I asked her how she felt about the whole thing. We ended up chatting a good long while about it.

Turns out she enjoyed the experience very much. She loved the passion and the fuck-it-you're-so-hot-I've-just-got-to-have-you-right-here-right-now vibe I was sending out. Having someone watch--not just anyone, but someone she liked and felt comfortable with--was also a turn on. The only drawback was that it was all too short and she didn't really have time to really get into it. So we were both willing and ready to try it again, but this time it had to be more than just a five minute quickie.

So my girlfriend called up her friend (let's call her Rose, even though that's obviously not her real name) to see if she was willing to help us out. I wasn't in on the conversation, so I'm not sure what was said, but on Saturday night we had Rose over for dinner and drinks.

Okay, now I know you guys are here for the juicy stuff and to read about who put what into where and whatnot (and hang on, it's coming) but this is my story and there's a few things I need to get off my chest first.

First of all, and I don't know if this is just me or if it's true for everybody, but organizing a sex thing with more than two people is AWKWARD AS FUCK. Remember, at this point this isn't supposed to be a threesome. It's just me and my girlfriend going at it and Rose is going to watch. So it's still early in the evening after a couple of drinks when I suggest we move things to the bedroom. I'm nervous, I'm pretty sure the girls are nervous, and we walk into the bedroom and we're like okay, how do we actually do this? It's not like we have this stage set up with our bed on it and seating for an audience. We can't drag a couch in here. A kitchen chair? Not comfortable. Sitting on the bed? Too close, too awkward. So after a while the girls go around the house picking up cushions and pillows and set them up in a corner of the bedroom for Rose to sit on.

Okay, first awkward thing solved. Now, what is she supposed to wear? Is there a dress code for watching your friends do it? Again, not a threesome, so getting naked is weird, but doing it in front of a fully clothed person is also pretty weird. In the end we settled on a compromise and Rose stripped down to her underwear. Personally I thought that was great since clearly she had dressed for the occasion. She was wearing this really sexy black bra and panty matching set--something I assume she wouldn't wear just to go grocery shopping.

Okay, so I think that's enough of the boring logistics details for now. So we've got Rose in her underwear sitting/reclining on her pillows and I turn my attention to my girlfriend. We start kissing, first standing up, then lying down. She takes off my shirt, I take off hers, and her pants. She's also wearing a flimsy, lacy thing and she's looking pretty damn good IMHO. I lie her down on her back and kiss her neck, her stomach and her thighs. I turn her over, undo her bra and pull down her panties. I remove the rest of my clothes and sit over her, massaging her back and bum, kissing her all the while.

After a few minutes of this I have her turn over again so she's on her back again. We kiss, and again I massage and kiss my way down.

Thing is though, I can feel something's not quite right.

Sure, it's nice, but she's not really reacting to my touches all that much. We've been together a while and I can tell when she's really turned on, and right now she's not. My kisses feel flat, my caresses don't stir her and she's not making any sound at all.

And it's not like I'm super aroused myself. My cock is only slightly swollen, not anywhere near hard enough to penetrate her.

I don't know what's going through her head, but for me (and again, sorry for those who are here to read about the sweaty stuff but this is my story and I need to write this down) for me, the thing is still a bit too weird. First off, I'm still a bit nervous. I'm not used to doing it in front of people. Also, about that people: I'm not sure if I'm supposed to look back at her or not. The corner she's sitting in is at the foot of the bed, which means she's behind me and it makes it impossible for me to see her. I can't really turn my head and give her an how-hot-do-you-find-this-and-don't-you-think-I'm-doing-great look. But ignoring her doesn't work either. Plus, I'm a bit self-conscious. I mean, I'm not an ugly guy, but I'm not an underwear model either. I don't have a six pack. And I'm not used to being naked in front of a stranger (or even a friend). Does she think I'm fat? Is my ass hairy? What can she possibly be thinking???

I'm not sure, but I think the same kind of thoughts were going through my girlfriend's head. Feeling nervous and self-conscious, it's hard to really get into it.

So at this point, things are not looking too good. I'm not hard, my girlfriend doesn't seem all that turned on and who knows what Rose is thinking about. Things could really have gone south from there. So that's when I decide I need to shake things up. This boat ain't floating the way we'd hoped, so I need to do something to make it change course. So I took a chance.

Now, first let me tell you that I was really ready to backpedal if it happened to be necessary. As I said in the comments of my last post, even though she'd never said so openly, I was under the impression that my girlfriend didn't want a threesome. She has agreed to be watched and that's it. And yet, as I said, we've been together a while, and I feel like I can usually tell when she's open to something. We've experimented sexually before, so this isn't the first time we're trying something that's a bit taboo. So I took a chance, since it seemed the current situation wasn't working out anyway for either of us.

I reached into the drawer of the bedside table and pulled out a blindfold (as I said, we've done a bit of light S&M in the past so we've got some of the equipment). I put it over her eyes and had her lie down on her stomach again. Then, I stood up to grab a silky scarf that she wears sometimes and that she leaves hanging on her dresser mirror. Getting up this way allowed me to look at how Rose was doing without it seeming too unnatural. To my surprise/relief, she seemed like she was pretty into it--more than I had assumed when I was facing away from her. She was a bit flushed, her hands were close to her crotch and when our eyes met, there was definitely something there.

So I walk back to the bed with the scarf in my hands and position my girlfriend's arms over her head on the bed. I tie her wrists together using the scarf and tie the scarf to the head of the bed. I run my hand from her wrists, along her arm, to her back and bum and the touch is just electric. Her skin trembles under the trail of my fingers. I reach between her thighs and she just jumps and my fingers come out wet with her juices. At this point I'm pretty sure she knows what I have in mind and whatever ingredient was missing before, it's clearly here now.

So I turn over to Rose and ask her "do you want to come and give me a hand?" God... you know how sometimes things just click and just work? Well, that's what happened there. It didn't sound corny and it didn't sound too porny and Rose just got up and sat on the bed on the other side of my girlfriend's naked tied-up body.

As I said before, I don't know Rose all that well, so I don't know her sexual history. At first she was really tentative. Gently stroking my girlfriend's calves, then thighs while I caressed her shoulders and back. My girlfriend was shaking slightly, jerking every time Rose or I touched her in a new unexpected spot. (Just to be clear, I asked her more than once if everything was okay, and after the second or third time I got the message that I should just shut up and go with it)

After a while Rose got bolder, caressing her hair and cheek, then neck, then finally going down to her bum. I made my girlfriend turn over and we caressed her front. I showed Rose the way she likes to have her nipples pinched and squeezed. She wasn't yet comfortable enough to use her mouth, but while I kissed and sucked on my girlfriend's breasts, Rose used her fingers to explore the folds of her labia. It's funny how it reminded me of the first time I did that to her.

By that point I was getting pretty worked up myself at the sight of these two. I opened my girlfriend's legs and positioned myself between them. I started to stroke my cock to get it really hard, but Rose put her hand on it to stop me. For a minute or two we sat like this, with me kneeling between my girlfriend's legs, and Rose sitting by our side, rubbing my girlfriend's clit with one hand while jerking me off with the other.

Man, it felt so good when I finally went in. She was so wet I just slid in all the way in one long stroke. Not wanting to come too early I did it slow and easy, with one long slow stroke after the other. After only a dozen of those I could feel her ready to come. I grabbed some of her juices on my finger and bent her legs up a bit and reached in between her cheeks to slide my wet finger just over her asshole, tracing circles around it the way she likes. Immediately I felt her clench around my cock and I felt the waves of her orgasm squeezing it hard. Her feet flat against the bed were pushing her up against me and against Rose's fingers, her whole body was shaking and she was muttering oh god oh god oh god.

When her orgasm subsided I untied her and Rose and I lied down on each side of her. She took off her blindfold and let out a big sigh. "That was... something" she said. "I didn't think that would feel as good as it did" This isn't the first time I've seen her like that, spent and happy and satiated from some very good sex, but it's always special and it always makes me feel all good about myself, about us, about the sex. The fact that this time I shared it with Rose didn't make it feel any less special. Quite the opposite. There was definitely a bond between the three of us at that point. I don't know what a threesome is supposed to be like, maybe for some people it's just about flesh and meat, but for us there was definitely something deeper, an emotional connection between the three of us. I'm still not sure about it--surely I wouldn't call it love: you can't love someone just because of one really good orgasm. But it's something more intimate than friendship--though maybe more fleeting? I don't know yet. Still too early to tell.

Anyway that was the first hour or so of my first threesome. I was still hard and hadn't come yet, and neither had Rose, and my girlfriend still had more in her, so this went on for a good part of the night. But this post is already way too long so the rest, if there's going be some more, will have to be for another post.