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[F/M;M] That time when my bf unknowingly came in my pussy right after the guy I'd been secretly fucking | 2016

So I have to admit that this story isn’t exactly an easy one to tell. In fact it’s something I felt very ashamed of for quite some time, given the circumstances under which this all occurred. But it’s been long enough now, and what better way to get over something than to just own it and post in r/gonewild. Plus it’s a hot story, objectively speaking.

I was 20 at the time, in my second year of university – in a long-term relationship with the guy I’d been dating since high school. He was really a fantastic person, but he had been my only real boyfriend (we’d taken each other’s virginity), but unbeknownst to him – I was absolutely dying for attention from other men that weren’t so… dispassionate (i.e. boring). I’ve always been fairly insecure, despite being attractive and having a great little body (I compared my body in my first post to Natalie Portman’s, but more accurately, my body is a dead ringer for Miley Cyrus’). At the time I was brunette, pale, freckles, brown eyes, long eyelashes (read: more fuckable than I knew).

Anyway, to cut to the chase – I was spending more time with a new friend group (without my boyfriend), and after a few different instances of crossing the line with someone else while drunk, I soon started sleeping with the guy living in the dorm next to mine. Sober. Regularly.

My boyfriend lived in a different residence on campus, and given we were both heavy science majors, it wasn’t unusual that we were too busy to see each other, and at this point I’d already been drifting away in the relationship. The attention I was getting from this new guy had flipped my switch; we were slipping into either one of our rooms all the time to fuck. I was, without any doubt, aggressively cheating on my boyfriend. I felt absolutely awful, but I also felt desired in a way I’d never known, and I wanted to get fucked, I wanted to feel fuckable. So I put the bf’s feelings out of mind. As an aside, I should mention I was on birth control, so I wasn’t using condoms – which seems stupid, but I’ve always gotten off on feeling cum inside me. Luckily, no harm came of it.

One evening, after several weeks of regular cheating, I’m getting fucked in my dorm room – rough. He’s pulling my hair, fucking me as hard as he can from behind, skin slapping, spitting, and I’m asking if I’m being a good little whore (and obviously, I am). After some continued messy fucking and some then-hot-now-kinda-tame dirty talk, he explodes hard and deep in my pussy, while I grind my clit into the heel of my hand to follow soon after. We collapse, spent. Soon after this happens, I hear a text message (which I ignore). A few minutes later, after enjoying the aftershock contractions of my pussy, my dorm phone rings. I pick it up, thinking it’s my girlfriend from down the hall. It’s not. It’s my boyfriend, whose text about stopping by I had ignored just earlier. He asks to be buzzed up via the intercom. I manage to conceal the absolute panic in my voice, and I buzz him in.

Now I had about a minute and a half before he’d be at my door. The guy that had just filled me with cum disappears out the door nearly instantly, and I quickly dress after doing my best to contract my pelvic muscles to get his cum out of me and into the toilet. I’m so nervous – I pee, but the cum is in there deep and very little escapes. I get one last look in the mirror, wiping off some smudged eyeliner, before he knocks.

Things seem to be going fine as we start chatting, I don’t remember what we talked about to begin with, but he gets close and starts kissing my neck. It becomes clear that he wants to fuck, and I honestly can’t blame him… He’d been neglected lately. He had even brought over this special lube he’d bought, presumably to spice things up. Given how little we’d seen each other, and how guilty I felt, I made the choice (however unwise) to proceed. He asked me to strip and lie down on my stomach, and he began massaging my back, then my thighs and ass. He parts my pussy touching only my outer lips, teases my clit, presses a finger against my asshole… My pussy gets nice and wet, so when he slips his fingers between my pussy lips and into my opening, he has no reason to believe the wetness he feels is anything but mine.

After fingering me for a bit, he pulls back to guide his cock into me while I’m still on my stomach. And to my delight in this instance, he works fast. He was uncircumcised and always finished very quickly once he began thrusting into me, and this was no exception. He cums hard, adding his cum to my already-full pussy. He rolls over, delighted, and I’m relieved knowing I made it to this point without suspicion, but I’m acutely aware that I have achieved a special level of shitty-girlfriend. A pussy filled with a mixture of my boyfriend’s cum, and the cum of the guy I’m cheating on him with.