[MF] How I lost my virginity to a catfish (Part 2) | 2016

Now here we were. I had just blown my load into her mouth, she swallowed it all and as I come down from my orgasm, feelings of extreme guilt came crashing down on me. What had I done? Why had I done it? What the hell was I thinking? I was so ashamed that I got cleaned up, got dressed and decided to get out of there. Or at least keep my hands off her. Seriously. I told her, that I couldn't have a relationship with her anymore. She had broken my trust, I couldn't go back to how things were. I think at this point she didn't much care about all of this, not that I think that she ever has but who knows? Then we got to making out again. Groping, kissing, tongue, feeling up. My hands groped her huge tits, then wandered south. I didn't waste much time on elaborate foreplay. We both didn't. I think she was needy enough not to want it and I was greedy and horny enough not to want to give it to her. I let my hands slide into her pants and feel her pussy. She was wet. Very. I caressed her pussy lips and then got down to get a look at it. I recall that I didn't find the smell too pleasant but who the hell cares. She was shaved clean and glistening wet. Without much hesitation we got to making out again and I started to finger her. I put one, two, then three and even four finger inside her fucking her as hard as I could with them. She started to moan slightly, digging her fingernails into my shoulders as she breathed harder into my neck. I started to finger her ass as well. No need for stretching or anything, my finger went right in. I alternated between fucking her pussy and her ass with my fingers and listened to her breathe heavier and heavier and finally as my arm started to hurt from the exertion I heard and felt her cum. It's a nice feeling to have a girl come because of you and I did enjoy it. I think we had a break after this but she wasn't done yet and neither was I. My mind was silent now and I had given in to the need for sex. Simple as that. She told me to fuck her. She gave me a condom which I put on (funny feeling and I don't actually like it a lot) and tried to get inside her from behind. At least I tried to. Turns out fucking someone this fat isn't as easy as I thought because of her massive thighs. These things will get in the way pretty easily and I struggled to find a position where I could enter her properly. I was still struggling with it when I felt my dick go limp. I am not sure why as I usually have no problem with that. I guess the whole situation was just so surreal that it was all a bit much to process. Maybe the condom did its part as well. I had her suck my dick to make it hard again and tried to enter her from behind again but it wouldn't really work too well. And as I tried to get it right I ejaculated right into the condom. This is pretty embarassing, right? At least that's what I thought but oh well...

After my mind cleared a little from the horny haze, I started to feel guilty again. I tried to wash the smell of her pussy from my hands as she cleaned up in the bathroom. Didn't work. We talked again a bit, I told her, this was not a particularly good idea and we shouldn't actually do this. Nevermind that. We ended up kissing again. She pulled me by the shirt and dragged me towards her lips. I enjoyed kissing her quite a lot, to be honest.

Then she told me to fuck her and I could tell she really wanted it by now. So I put on another condom. The ones she had there were a little too tight and as a result weren't all that comfortable but it worked somehow. I made her suck my dick a little to get it hard but very soon she told me I should fuck her pussy. I complied and kneeled in front of her. I pushed inside her and started fucking her hard. I took her legs, laid them on my shoulders to get better access and pounded away. She moaned. I felt I was going limp again. Maybe the sight of an extremely overweight woman isn't enough to keep me hard. I turned her around to fuck her from behind after making her suck me hard again. I proceeded to put my dick in her ass because why the heck not but she moaned "Not in the ass, in the pussy!". Who am I to disagree? So I fucked her from behind but still I felt my dick going limp. Not a good feeling for a man to have these kinds of performance issues... We agreed to take off the condom and see if it worked out bareback with pulling out (not smart, I know.) and so we did. I fucked her from behind and finally I could feel her pussy better and got going for real. Or at least more real than before. Although I fucked her as hard as I could, my shirt getting sweaty, my pants long gone, I was getting hotter and hotter and although I had already come twice I felt an orgasm approach rather quickly after I started fucking her again. I pulled out in time and shot my load on her back and ass. Whew! "Did you just soil me?" she asked? What an odd question I thought. "Better than the alternative, don't you think?". "True". And that was pretty much that. After three orgasms on my part I was spent. Having had a huge load of phone sex with her before I knew she was nowhere near satisfied (I once made her come 10 times in a row) I was not in the mood to indulge her. The whole sex was a very selfish act on both sides, both trying to get what we wanted. I told her I was sorry, that I didn't last longer (I truly was, I would have liked to have dragged it out more) and she told me it was okay. I didn't believe here however. I stopped believing her a long time ago. I felt like i was sobering up after all this. I gathered my sweaty clothes, washed my hands, wiped my dick, exchanged a few words with her about all this and was gone. We both knew this would never amount to a relationship but I think we both pretended that it could have. I tried to be courteous and pretended to care about her or how she felt about all this. In fact I didn't and I was pretty sure that she never cared either. We entertained the though of becoming fuckbuddies but I shot that idea down quickly. We texted right afterwards, telling us how we felt about this. She said it was just a quick fuck, I told her that I couldn't do this again. I didn't and don't want meaningless sex with anyone (tempting though it may be) and we went our separate ways. She had broken my heart profoundly and refused to take responsibility for it which is not the kind of person I want to spend my life with. Though I did use her for sex but I'm sure she knew this would happen and wanted it to happen as well.

All said and done it was not the optimal way to lose my virginity, especially considering who she was and what she did to me. I cursed myself for giving in to her and not being able to resist. Had she been more attractive (or simply normal-weighted) I may have given the fuckbuddy thing a shot but in the end this is for the best. I never saw her again and never exchanged another word with her. Still, I think of the sex often enough (too often for my taste). I guess that's hardly surprising since she was my first. I also couldn't get the smell of her pussy off my hands for days.