[m/m] Curiosity for cock getting larger | 2016

This probably won't be the kinkiest story, heck i'm not even sure if this is really the best sub to put it under, but here we go.

A bit about me, I'm 24, have a girlfriend i'm madly in love with, we have great sex all the time, but lately I've just been getting more and more curious about giving a blowjob to a random guy. It's gotten to the point where I've practiced enough to get rid of my gag reflex.

I started with just a finger down my throat, to see what it was like, and when I did it I got so aroused, my cock got so hard. So I practiced and practiced, and now regularly deepthroat fruits/veggies while I jerk myself off. I love the feeling of being kn my knees, ass up in the air, and holding my make shift cock in front of me, stroking it, and sucking it deep down my throat, moving my head up and down it as fast as i can, and letting it face fuck me (hard, for the first time today). I'm too embarrassed to go and by a dildo, but I would love to have one, for now I'm using a zucchini, around 8 inches long, and as thick as my penis, its beside me now, and as im writing im getting so turned on thinking about forcing it deep down my throat. I consider myself completely straight, I am in no way attracted to guys, but just want to suck a nice cock, I've been looking into glory holes, that might be my first choice in the future. Today I put a condom on the zuchini, it was fucking great, I let the shower rain down on my back as I was ln my knees, gagging on the cock, and slapping and rubbing myself on the face with it. I have no idea how I got this fetish...Maybe because my girlfriend isn't that good at deepthroating... Anyways, I'm getting more and more curious about deepthroating and sucking on a real cock, holding it deep in me while it shoots its load down my throat. I'm so horny now I think I'll go have some more fun with it today. I just wanted to share this and see what people have to say. Feel free to pm me and talk maybe...