I [21M] destroyed a girl [18f] | 2016

I'm 23 now, but I was 21 at the time and she was a virgin. She was very cute, 5 foot 4, 95 pounds, brown hair. Very naive and very innocent. When we first started dating she said she likes "rough sex," but within a week I turned her into my sex slave. She was my complete bitch. I'd call her up at midnight, tell her to come over and give me a blowjob. She'd drop to her knees, I'd cum on her face, and then she'd drive home. She was literally available to me whenever I wanted. I even took her into public restrooms (a couple times there men in there), and she had to cast her eyes down in shame as I guided her to the stall.

She was a virgin when we met, but towards the end of the relationship I took her ass. One afternoon I went over to her apartment and told her "bend over." I pulled down her panties, and started lubing her asshole. She squirmed a little bit but she didn't dare say stop. She was in love with me, there was NOTHING she wouldn't do for me. There was nothing I couldn't take from her.

When I was fucking her up the ass, it wasn't even about the pleasure; an asshole isn't that much tighter than a pussy. It was about the power. She had told me weeks earlier that she wanted to save her ass for marriage (but let me emphasize that she never resisted that day and even encouraged me by telling me to use more lube). We both knew that I was taking something from her that she could never have back. (So much of her dignity was premised on the idea that she was "saving a part of herself" for marriage. She thought that girls who give up anal are whores). When she bent over and opened herself up to me, she was giving me her innocence, her dignity and a part of her soul. When she was quietly whimpering as I pounded away, I knew that I was taking away her most valuable asset, her purity and her ass. Towards the end, I was especially rough because I wanted every future boyfriend, every future lover and especially her future husband to know where my cock had been. I wanted to stretch it out so that no man she ever chooses to love in the future will have access to the tight virgin ass she gave to me. Towards the end she was screaming, holding back tears, because I used my cock to humble her. I knew that she would never be the same confident, empowered woman that she was before. There will always feel a certain amount of timidity, fear, and vulnerability when she is around men, because she knows what it is like to be slayed. And it was in INCREDIBLE ego boost for me, because I knew that I was taking power away from her that she could never have back.