m/m my first time nsfw | 2016

early teen, or maybe only 12 and didn't have a friend when I moved to a new school a boy there took me under his wing, perhaps he was a year older than me, or just more developed soon I was spending every weekend at his house or he at mine. we always got away from the house, even if just to the back yard, camping out and we talked about girls we liked real or in porn. He was very bold and just whipped out his dick and started jacking off and told me to strip and do the same, so I did soon he was quietly but firmly ordering me to do all sorts of new things, first it was mutual jack off, felt really weird and funny to touch another boys dick... I'd seen them plenty of time in the shower at P.E. and spent endless hours wearing blisters in mine jacking off, but it felt weird and interesting right after that he told me to suck his dick, so he laid back and held my head and guided me to his dick, his was really huge and I began sucking it, it felt really funny to suck another boys dick, I'd sucked mine before, but it was really different he was very dominate I guess and I was very submissive too, but he laid me back after I finished him, and sucked me off then he quietly guiding me, and moving me into position on my knees, "doggie style" spread my legs apart and I was wondering, "there's no Way! he's going to put that massively huge dick into me!!!!" but he began to push my butt cheeks apart and began to put his dick into me, or he tried anyway ! of course it wouldn't fit, but that didn't discourage him at all.. he went into the house and came back a while later, I'm laying there nude and he quickly strips off his jean shorts and t-shirt, for those interested he had those six pack abs and very muscular shaped body, I'm the skinny "pretty boy" type... anyway he had a big jar of Vaseline and moved me back into position, and begins working again, he grabbed a bunch and rubbed a lot of it on my ass and began to shove again, I said "it won't fit.. it won't fit... it won't fitt ahhhh!" but he just pushed my upper body down into the bed/ sleeping bag and I bit the pillow because of the pain and because I didn't want to scream out loud and the people in the house could hear me

he kept shoving and I slowly began to open up and at times I'd think "ok good it's finally in me" but then, he shoved some more and I went WoW, that wasn't it at all, because that part was twice as big he didn't know anything about what he was doing I think, (though I really don't know) at least I didn't I just didn't see how it could fit, he would pull back, put some more Vaseline on me and I think on his dick and then shove harder, he would grab me around the waist to get a tighter grip on me and shove hard again, each time it would go in or split me open a bit more and finally it began to go into me a tiny bit , or so I thought! this happened many times, (I lost count) and each time when I thought he was in me, or even that he was in me a bit, he'd shove again and I'd feel my hole opening up more, he was so big!!! then he shoved really hard and I gasped because this time it really did go into me, it was just the first part, but I thought it would split me open/ cause me to tear, the pain of something so big was incredible, he wasn't gentle, in a moment he had shoved harder and the larger part of the head of his dick slipped into me and I gasped again because he was so huge I was bitting the pillow so as to hide me screams, though I was unable to say anything, it totally took my breath away as I said he wasn't gentle, as soon as he got into me he began to pound away into me as they say, he was "fucking me hard" I mean really hard!!! and he didn't come quick, so it seemed like an hour, but I think it was more like 30 minutes and he finally shot off into me, we didn't wear condoms,