My failed attempt at porn [f/m] | 2016

Ever since I was 15, I wanted to be in porn. Maybe not as a career, but I got it in my head that I wanted to try to get into it and be in a couple of movies. I had looked up info on how I needed to go about it and had saved the numbers of a couple Craigslist ads looking for adult talent.

The week of my 18th birthday, I called a few of the numbers I had and got called into two different places.

I went to the first spot which was totally sketchy. It was some random apartment, the guy had some cameras setup on a tripod, a backdrop and some lighting equipment. Admittedly, it didn't feel right, but then again it was the first time I was doing this and thought that it was just how this stuff was done. Obviously something like Vivid would have some nice offices, but I was going to be doing small stuff which would have small budgets. At least that's how I tried to rationalize it in my head.

I showed up wearing a short skirt and low cut top and nice lingerie underneath. The guy was at his computer going through pictures of girls that he had apparently shot there as well. He was older, late 40s maybe even early 50s, average height, average build except for his big belly though he did have some strong arms. Hairy chest, thick glasses, and a smoker. His face wasn't unattractive, but he did have a creepy demeanor which made or hard to consider him attractive.

He asked me some basic info; age, name, performer name (Candy Hardon in case you're wondering), etc... He asked me to take off my clothes, very nonchalantly. I slid off my skirt and took off my top leaving me in the white booty shorts and bra I had worn. He directed me to stand in the space where he had the screen and lights setup which I did. He started to snap some pictures and despite the setting, I was perfectly comfortable with everything. It's when he told me to remove my bra that I got nervous. I did show up expecting to have to get naked at some point, but when it actually got to that point it became real.

I think he noticed my hesitation because he immediately spoke up and said that he didn't have time to waste on girls who didn't really want to work. His stern voice worked and I removed my bra.

"The panties too" he said while snapping pictures. Again, I hesitated a bit but slid them off before he spoke up again. There I was, standing naked and being photographed. He started instructing me to get into certain poses, and after another minute or two, the nervousness went away and I started enjoying it. He must have picked up on it too because he started telling me to get into some pretty explicit poses. He had me spread myself, finger myself, get into doggie, and so on. I actually got pretty wet and got myself off during the shoot.

When he finished shooting, he put the camera down and turned on some of the video cameras on the tripods. He said that this would be my "reel" that would get me work. He started to interview me and ask me questions like the ones you see on those first time amateur movies. This is where things got weird for me again. While he was asking me this stuff, he started rubbing himself over his pants. Again, he told me to play with myself while I answered his questions. When I asked him if he should be doing that, he once again threatened with pulling the plug. Yes, I know this should have been an obvious clue for me to get out of there, but instead I just compiled and kept following his instructions.

After a few questions, he asked if I liked to suck cock. I answered "of course" still going with the premise that I was shooting my "reel".

"So, if you had a cock in your face right now you'd go to work on it?" he followed up.

"Without question" I replied.

He walked into the shot from behind the camera and dropped his pants. "Prove it" he said with his cock right in front of me.

I looked up at him unsure of what to do. He nodded his head over to the camera as if reminding me that I was auditioning. I didn't know if this actually happened at auditions, but I did go into it thinking that I might have to. So I opened my mouth, and started to suck him off. Again, it only took a couple minutes for me to get past the situation and actually get into it. I was on my knees for a while and then he put me on my back while he kneeled over me. He then switched me to doggie but with my ass facing the camera and he played with my ass and pussy while I continued to blow him. He actually made me cum while he did that.

Without saying anything, he got up and got behind me and started to fuck me from behind. I was so caught off guard that I just let it happen. He didn't even put on a condom which up until that moment, I had never had sex without a condom. I did think about stopping the whole thing, but decided that living out my fantasy was what I wanted to do, so I enjoyed it for what it was.

The guy had stamina, and he was actually a pretty good fuck. We switched positions a couple of times and I did my best porn vocalization all throughout. He would remind me to talk dirty and say how badly I wanted his cock. Looking back I'm not sure if it was to sell it or if it was for him. When he finally came, I was on my back with him on top of me. He sat up and started to cum inside me but pulled out after a couple of spurts and finished on my pussy. He grabbed one of the camcorders and pointed it straight at my pussy and told me to spread it and push the cum out which I did. It felt weird since I had never done it before.

Once he turned off the cameras he threw me a towel and told me to get cleaned up. I got dressed and he told me that he would shop my tape around and let me know if he found any work for me. He had me sign some papers (which, stupid me, I didn't read) and I left.

The next day, I went to the other place that called me back and it's when I realized that the first place may not have been legit. They had an actual office with receptionist and all. The gentleman I met with was very professional and although they did have me get naked, they just took two pictures of me standing up (one front the front, the other from the back) and had me get dressed again. I never heard back from the first guy so I assume he just has a library of tapes of girls who fell for the same scam as I did. The second place called me back and were brutally honest by letting me know that there's just no market for a short and chubby girl like me.

So, I gave up on my pursuit of porn. But although that first guy may have been a creeper scammer, I actually enjoyed the experience for the most part and feel like I kind of shot a porn. I am glad that I did it and have that fun memory to look back on.