Just thought I would share a story from high school - pt2 x-post from r/totallystraight | 2016

So D and I lay there catching our breath, I am on my back and he is still laying on my hip between my legs with my softening, super-sensitive cock in his mouth. It slowly hits me what I had just done, and I begin to have that post orgasm guilt that we all know so well.

"D, dude, you ok man? You just gave me blowjob!"

He slid his head back so that my cock wetly flopped onto my hip and said, "Yeah! Pretty cool, huh? I wanted to do that so bad!"

Now I was truly in shock, and asked him why he had wanted to. At that point he explained that he knew he was at least bi if not gay and I saw tears well up in his eyes as he told me this. He talked about his confusion, and how seeing me in the gym shower, he loved my skinny body and big balls. As he was saying all of this, my cock started to twitch back to life, he was getting very detailed about what he fantasized about doing and my cock liked it apparently.

D did not miss a beat, he took my semi hard cock into his mouth and began sucking it like there was no tomorrow. He put every single inch of it into his mouth and throat then ran his tongue over my balls while burying his nose into my pubes. I was in a state of absolute pleasure. He got up onto his knees and elbows again as he pulled off of my cock. I could not believe that my friend was doing this - MY GUY FRIEND - and I was loving it. D was on a mission to get my load out of me, drooling and slurping on my cock in long fast strokes, bringing the head of my cock almost all the way out of his mouth each time.

I could feel Ds drool running down my balls and the cold drips running down into my ass crack. I told D that he needed to wait just a second so I could clean up his drool a little (it tickled as the drip ran down to my butt). He said he would clean it up and put his hands behind my knees and folded my legs back lifting my ass in the air, then buried his face in my taint and started licking up his drool.

"Holy shit, D! That feels so fucking good!" I exclaimed as his tongue began probing at my asshole and licking around it. He lifted his head and smiled at me, god how I loved seeing his dark skin covered in all that wetness... so hot! He grabbed a pillow that was off to my side and shoved it under my ass and told me to hold me legs up for him. Of course I obliged.

He then went back to eating my ass like I had eaten pussy in my other conquests. He then slid one of his long fingers in my ass and lifted himself up and took my cock into his mouth again. He was probably on his second stroke downwards when I told him I was about to explode. He pushed every bit of my cock to the back of his throat and started the swallowing again while slowly running that long finger in and out of my tight asshole making me shoot rope after rope of my cum down his throat.

I immediately pulled away from him after I came and pushed him over onto his back and started sucking on his huge cock. He lets me for a few minutes, and I was loving the feeling of that spongy head and hard firm shaft. I was working as hard as I could to give him the pleasure that I felt and was running my finger up and down over his hairless puckered ass. I wanted to taste his come - that is when he stopped me and said he gets his pleasure by serving me...

I was feeling a bit dejected by that but he took my mind off of it by stroking my soft cock until it got hard yet again (gotta love the neverending hard ons when you are young) and brought me to yet another mind blowing orgasm. He blew me many more times that night and over that weekend, never letting me do anything for/to him.

<stop here if you don't want to read the aftermath>

That week at school, I pretty much was trying to reassert my straightness, I ignored D and ignored his calls, told my parents that I had a fight with him and to just take a message when he called. Slowly over a few days I started to notice D looking more and more depressed, I am not a total ogre so I told him to come by on Saturday so I could talk to him.

On Saturday when he came by I was almost a total ogre, he knocked at the doors and I pussy'd out and didn't want to answer. He knew I was home and yelled through the door that he knew I was there. I finally went out and explained to him (as dumb as I was) that I was totally straight and I needed him to understand that it was my fault for letting him do those things with me, but it ruined our friendship. D cried, just like the girls did when I broke up with them, and I should have understood his emotions were deeper than mine and been nicer to him. I hate the way I treated him and wish I would have given it some more time and not worried about the way the other kids were going to react. I still to this day fantasize about how much fun it would have been to put some girl clothes on him and lay him on his back and fuck him. I wish I wasn't such and asshole when I was that young. But I had even more encounters as my life progressed that I will be writing about.