[M]y night of [F]irsts | 2016

So a little backstory on myself will be helpful. I grew up in a pretty religious home and the standard was always "wait till marriage to have sex." That was my own standard for most of my life as well. Even when I ended up having sex at 19 with my gf at the time I broke up with her because of how guilty I felt. I'm 23 now and since then I hadn't had any. Well I decided to leave my religion about two months ago for many reasons and said "fuck that!" to how I used to think about sex. Since it had been four years and I didn't have any psychological barriers anymore I was chomping at the bit to meet a girl. Hence, our story.

She was a waitress at a restaurant that my band mates and I had gone to over the weekend in the current stop on the tour. Her nationality was hard to figure out, but later I found out she was a gorgeous mix of Korean and European. She had a playful but aloof and intellectual air about her which I found super attractive, and there was a bit of a large back tattoo that was showing above her shirt when she turned around. She was super friendly with us and I didn't care if it was to get a bigger tip because along with her gorgeous face she was showing off the amazing curves of her breasts. I tried to act as normal as possible but she noticed that I noticed her right away. We asked if there was anything fun to do in her city at night and she invited us to this art show her friend was having. I didn't end up going that night but I got her number because of it. The next day I went back to the restaurant alone and asked her if she wanted to get a drink after. She did and so we got together at about 10 that night. She ended up being super cool and we smoked a joint in her car while having a deep talk about life and religion and all that. After a while when we realized everything was closed she asked if I wanted to come to her place and keep smoking and talking. Heck yes! I was excited but also totally new to the casual dating scene so I was pretty nervous. At her place we smoked some more with her housemate and her housemate's friends while watching a scary movie. They eventually trickled off to bed and it was just us sitting on the couch. She was 26 and had told me that she normally dated older men, so at that point I still didn't even know if she was into me. But then she dropped a hint and said she could drive me back the next morning since it was already about 1 am. Aah!! I was freaking out inside. Could this be it?!?! So after a little more movie watching I said fuck it and I leaned into her and kissed her. She met me with the most supple lips and tongue I could have tasted and held the back of my neck tightly with her hand. Pretty soon I was exploring her chest and she was caressing my dick through my jeans. I had also never had a hand job before so I was pretty much in heaven at this point.

We turned off the movie and went upstairs to her room. It only took a few minutes though between kissing and undressing until she didn't have any clothes left. Shit!! This was the first pussy I had seen and felt in four long years. It was so warm and wet I could tell she really wanted this too. Even though I was on cloud nine right now I still wasn't hard because I was anxious since it had been so long and she was so much more experienced than I was. I went for it though and made her come twice with my fingers while my body was warming up to this new experience. Then with some more kissing my dick finally realized what was going on. And I slid it in. So smooth and warm and perfect.

I fucked her for a good three and a half hours after that and she came four or five more times. She actually said she had a hard time believing it had been four years for me. Her back tattoo was so sexy and glistening with sweat in the moonlight. Her ass was perfect and it was such a joy to fuck her from behind. She was so good at it, and it felt so incredible when she would squeeze and pull on my dick right after I thrusted. There were so many firsts for me that night. I had never had a girl be on top before and that was something amazing, to have her controlling the whole thing and grinding against my hips. Her incredible breasts hanging and bouncing around, so sexy in the dark room. She leaned forward and gave them to my lips and I took my time traversing their geography. She then leaned back and gave me an incredible view of her pussy enveloping my cock and I was mesmerized by the sight. I also loved to be on top of her, pushing my cock down into her wonderful slippery thing. Our rhythms would lock in together and send me soaring, or she would say "fuck me" in a voice sexier than I could imagine and I would go faster and harder than I thought I knew how to.

Another first was the expert blow jobs and hand jobs she gave me. There were a couple of each and it was an indescribable feeling to have her put her whole attention on my dick. She got it all the way in her mouth too which was out of this world. She would lick me all the way from my balls to the tip and send shudders through my body. She then would lick my opening and make me melt. The thing was though, I was high and a little anxious still, so I never came. But I was hard for that whole time, and I got a huge amount of enjoyment from making her come. The best though was when I decided to lick her afterwards.

I had never eaten anyone out before and was also a little apprehensive but I wanted to experience it. She was really happy I wanted to and I made my way down there and met her lips with a long lick from bottom to top. I had read the book "She Comes First" and I was excited to test out some of the stuff I learned in it. Her clit was swollen and I loved to lick it and hear her breathing and gasping change. It was silky smooth and delicate. I could feel her hard tissue move around as I pressed it with my tongue and sucked on it. I loved when she told me what felt good and especially when she would emphatically tell me to keep doing something. She was now grinding my face and I pressed my upper lip into her to give some resistance. She was getting closer and closer and I kept up a rhythm with her hips and held her ass with my hands. When she was on the edge she squeezed my head between her legs and tore at my hair, and then she came and squeezed me even harder while she spasmed out a little bit and I felt her warm fluid leak out onto my chin. I felt so great right at that moment like I had accomplished something amazing or won a prize.

She actually didn't taste like anything, or it wasn't different enough for me to notice it. But there was a scent to her mound. At first it took me a little getting used to but it just sent me into an animal frenzy mode. My nose was pressed up against it and for the next day and a half I kept smelling it when I would itch my face or something. Each time I would get turned on again and start to get hard, wherever I was at.

By this time it was almost 5 in the morning, so we slept for a bit and then she took me back to the hotel where I was staying. It was a hugely liberating experience for me and I never felt any guilt like I did when I was 19. Woohoo!

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