My(29F) wild semester in college with two guys | 2016

I am 29 and I have been married to my husband for 4 years. We dated for 2 years. Before I met my husband I was with 6 guys. Four of them I dated and one was a fling and one was a fwb relationship. Last night my husband asked me about my past. I did not reveal much to him but decided to write it here.

The incidents I am going to narrate happened during the spring semester of the junior year of my college. By then I already dated three guys and broke up with the third guy during the semester break. I had a guy friend named Chris who was passively seeing a girl. He was not very serious with her and they were just getting started. He always had something for me and it was evident on a few occasions. I caught him checking me out a few times. There was also this guy named Justin who was doing PhD and whom I met in one of the courses. He was tall, had a very sexy beard and wore glasses. He might not be thirty but looked like one on his thirties. He usually spent a lot of time in the library between his classes. My professor teamed me up with him for the class project after I did not do so well in the first test. I was relieved as this guy knew some stuff. We used to discuss how to proceed with the class project. Usually our conversations after class would continue in the library.

Over the course of that semester we became fuck buddies. The sex with Justin was by far the best sex I have had in my life. He knew how to arouse me and also knew what he wanted. Of course, I was attracted to him and he didn't have to work too hard. We kissed first while chatting in the library and fooled around a few times during the course of our meetings. One day Justin booked a study room and we went straight into the study room after our class. He closed the door and grabbed me from behind. I was wearing a sundress. He squeezed my tits while we kissed. My ass could feel his erection and his hands were working my tits. After that he sat on the chair and unbuckled his jeans. He was twelve inches (He once made me measure it). I sucked him while he pulled my hair. He then asked me to bend over the table. He pulled my panties down spanked my ass and fucked me hard. If there is anything called thorough fucking, this man knew that. He liked fucking hard at the same time it did not feel like rushed.

I had sex two more times with Justin after that. Then Chris broke up with his girlfriend. He also knew that I was single and he started sending me feelers. We met a few times and ended up having sex at his place the second time. We were chatting and once we moved to his place, we sat on the couch and had beers. We talked and Chris kissed me. I responded and after some heavy petting he removed my tee. He buried his face into tits and said, "I always wanted them!". He unhooked my bra and sucked my tits. Shortly I was sucking his dick while on my knees. Now, Chris really liked getting a BJ. After I sucked him, we got undressed and moved to the bed room. Chris pushed me on the bed. He penetrated and fucked my pussy. Chris was also the one who ate pussy real good. He used to finger me while kissing. Then he used to ask me to suck the finger while he ate me. I almost always came when he ate me and pinched and squeezed my tits.

Over the course of the semester, I saw both the guys. I could do this as I was not serious with either of them. While I had a strict fuck buddy relationship with Justin, Chris and I knew that we weren't meant for each other. So it was a casual stop gap relationship with Chris. There were various interesting times during that semester. It was normal for me to end up in Chris's place for the night and he would drive me to college. He used to randomly ask me to suck him while he drove. Or, he used to play with my tits or he did both. After I got to college, I would head straight to library where Justin would fuck my brains out. I remember this one day where I slept with Chris and gave him a BJ on the way to college. The Justin took me in the library. After that I attended a class. Justin texted me and called me to the library. We tried anal for the first time and in the evening I was fucking Chris again.

Chris started seeing another girl and I stopped my relationship with him. But I continued my relationship with Justin. Things got intense as the semester was ending. By now, Justin got fully into my ass and we also started seeing over the weekends. He would text me to drop by or pick me up and take to his place. Once he called me to his place and shortly I was sucking his dick while he was fingering me. Later he fucked my pussy in doggy style while I lay on my bed. He was also spanking me. Then he really started pounding my ass. Though we did anal a few times, he was only able to get in. But now he was going hard at it. He also kept fingering and playing with my clit. Shortly he filled my ass and we lied there for some time.

I am not sure if I want to tell this whole story to my husband. I do not know how he reacts.