[M]y lesbian best friend | 2016

I recently discovered this subreddit and had to share my story. This happened a little over a year ago.

Amy and I had been friends for about 3-4 years at the time it happened. We became friends around sophomore year of high school, mainly because I had a massive crush on her. Overtime, after getting closer and older, Amy came out to be lesbian. Even knowing that she was lesbian, I still lusted for her, bad. After a while, I came to the conclusion that nothing was ever going to happen with us and that being very close to her was fine. We were so close, I saw her just as I would see any other best friend. She was just like a guy in my eyes.

Fast forward to after high school. My parents were going out of town for a few days and I didn't want to be alone, so I invited Amy over for a while. Nothing else on my mind, just wanted to have some company for a while. She agreed to come over. Cool. After I got off of work, I went home to straighten up a bit. I made sure I cleaned up the house and my room. On top of that, I made sure I had lots of snacks for her. I like to make my friends feel comfortable.

When she came over, we did the usual. Hangout, talk, eat, etc. It started to get darker. We decided to watch a movie, The amazing spider man 2. During the movie, I decided to take a quick shower. I made sure I was groomed nicely, not because I expected anything, but just because im a clean person. I also let her borrow a pair of my pajama bottoms so she could get comfortable. Anyways, after the shower I got on my bed and she followed. Again, nothing unusual, we were that close. There we were, on my bed watching a movie. Her head was resting on my chest. It was nice.

Finally the movie ended and she wanted me to put on some music. I got on my computer, opened up Pandora and typed in "thinking about you" by Frank Ocean for the station. Perfect music to listen to at night, plus she likes r&b. I use a vizio TV as my computer monitor and I couldn't listen to music with it off, so I put a sweatshirt over the TV to block out some of the light, which gave a nice small glow towards my bed. At this point, we were both laying down on my bed listening to music, talking. She started to tickle me. I am very ticklish, so since she did that we started wrestling around on my bed. After a while of that, we both got extremely tired. After that we went down the stairs to eat some snacks. After the snacks, we went back upstairs to my bed. So back we were laying on my bed talking again. Finally she says "best friend i'm going to miss you!" (since she was planning on moving in a few months) and hugged me. I hugged her back, at this point we were cuddling (again, nothing unusual for us). The way we were cuddling, my face was positioned right next to her neck. After about 5 minutes, out of no where she said "no" in a laughish tone and brushed me off. I was confused, I had no idea what she was saying no about. So then, I asked why and what was wrong. Again, she just responded with "no". I was like okay, and got right back against her neck and said "no what!?". She giggled and said "no". Again, I got closer to her neck and said "no what?". Once again, she responded with "no" while giggling. Finally, I got so close to her neck that my lips were pressed against her neck. I started to instinctively slowly kiss her neck. She let out another "no" while letting out a deep breath and wrapping her legs and arms around me. From the start of this happening, the song "Confessions part 2" by Usher had come on. The perfect song for the moment. So there we were, I was kissing and sucking on her neck and she was breathing so hard, as if she had finished running a mile, while we were both slowly grinding on each others genitals. The moment was so surreal and unexpected, I felt that I was dreaming. It was the most intense feeling I have ever felt. It was like breaking through something that was impossible to break through. I rolled back onto my back. We were both out of breath. I was thinking to myself fuck did that just happen? I was shaking.

We started to small talk for a bit after that. After about 5 minutes I got back on top of her and we locked hands. I attempted to go back to her neck, but she blocked it and giggled "wait" (I think she was being ticklish). She then said "ok go" and there we were neck kissing again. This time, things started to get more heated. I was holding her by the waist and we started dry humping harder. Somehow I ended up on my back. She then got on top of my and put her neck back in my face. I started to feel her up all over. She had a small but tight grabable ass. When I got to moving my hands up underneath her bra, she suddenly stopped and slapped me as if she started to realize what was happening. She said "Oh my god best friend, we shouldn't be doing this" and proceeded to remove her cardigan and bra, leaving only a tank top on. Then she said "This isn't cheating right?" since she was unofficially in a relationship with a girl. I had nothing to say at the moment and didn't want her to stop so I just said "no". lol.

Anyways, she got on her back and I slowly slid my hand down her pants and proceeded to finger her. I rubbed her pussy and sucked her neck while rubbing it. After a little of that, I took my dick and and lead her hand to my dick so she could touch it. She reluctantly touched it since in her mind, she was still lesbian. After a little of that, she said "if you take your shirt off i'll take mine off". Without missing a beat, I took my shirt off and she took hers off exposing her boobs. They were a very nice size even since she is small, with nicely sized dark nipples. I attempted to grab them but she was blocking them with her arms since she was shy. Then she said "its your lucky day" and grabbed my hands and put them on her boobs. I was in heaven. We continued to casually kiss eachother on the neck and cuddle while touching. This whole night felt like heaven.

She wanted to leave at 12am to go home to talk to her girl on the phone. So we got dressed and I drove her home. She gave me one last kiss before she left. We're still great friends to this day but she has moved since then. Who knows, maybe it;ll happen again someday.