[M]y friend [w]ith a wild side and I [m]ight occasionally need a clandestine top off. | 2016

It noticed I was different when a few friends and I found some porn tapes. We were 9 or 10 and when we hit play on the teenage gangbang 1980s video they all shrieked at the sight of any dick hiding their faces until it was more like softcore than hardcore porn.

I couldn't stop staring at the way these women lusted after these dicks or how badly they wanted them to cum. Almost like servicing them was out of their control but within that more amateur cinematic 80s style porn it made you think these people might be your neighbors. It was obviously staged, I understood that much, but it seemed normal to me that they needed their partners to cum as much as they need to cum.

That curious admiration stage of my life over I began dating girls in highschool whom never went past intercourse. I remained a virgin until I met Sandra the summer after highschool right before my first semester in college. She was strong willed, feminine, confident, gentle, and most importantly an experienced exhibitionist. She loved telling me about her other partners (one pair a married couple) and she loved that my mother wanted me to marry her. It seemed no one noticed how wild she was except for those few between the sheets with her.

My friend John was always over hanging out and one day when everyone left the house and it was just her, him and I she confessed to me she wanted to fuck me with him watching immediately with my permission of course. The best way to describe her is a happy eager sub. I was hesitant since I didn't know how far she wanted it to go, but believing I would never meet a girl like this again I agreed. He had no clue and was sitting at my desk playing something on my computer when we came in and closed the door behind us. She flopped down on the futon and said we should play a movie, which we did.

About ten minutes in she was pulling my shorts off and playing with my cock with her ass facing him so he couldn't see my dick. It was dark but it was obvious what we were doing. Pretty soon he was pulling his dick out and jerking off in my chair. She was dripping and begging me to let her ride me. When I finally got the courage to look at my friend he was reaching for her ass and she was pulling away saying she was here for me not him. Eventually she relented to his touch and he grabbed her ass and fingered her asshole what best he could without making her pull away. When she shifted towards me to ride my dick I finally got a look at my friends dick momentarily and Jesus was it huge. It was as long as mine but very girthy. The sight of it out and hard being jerked around made her even more horny.

When she finally rode me to climax she jumped in the shower and to be honest I don't remember much else but my friend was nothing more than a watcher that night.

One night much later i spent the night at johns house and i swear in the middle of the night i heard him jerking off above me in his loft bed while I laid on his couch. I thought about his dick and I couldn't help but feel like I wanted to see it and touch it because it was so gorgeous. I did nothing but left first thing in the morning hot and bothered by my desire. I didn't know what it meant and I wasn't going to explore it.

A few shared girlfriends later John and I during a dry spell decided to watch some porn to let out some frustration. We had shared his girlfriend slowly amping up from benign watching to me fucking her and the same the other way around for my girlfriend later but we never touched. Being young we both were at some point single but the last time we shared my girlfriend she held our dicks and put them close enough to each other that I swore they had slap each other wet with her drool making a web between them. We turned off the lights and sat naked on opposite sides of his couch watching porn and jerking off just enough to get close but not going over the edge. Eventually I saw him staring at my cock and I stared at his briefly. I felt a rush of blood flush over my body. He asked me if he could suck my dick. I said only if I could suck his. He said okay turned off the tv and said he was going to suck me off first.

In the pitch black darkness of his room I imagined every girl that ever sucked my dick but the stubble on his chin quickly shut out those images. The vigour and roughness of his blow job reminded me of porn like no other girlfriend had ever done. He was as determined as any pornstar I had ever seen. I warned him I was close because I wanted to finish manually but he held onto me and bobbed faster and harder stroking my dick and running circles around my head in motions that i couldn't identify individually. It was impossible to not cum so hard that it went straight to the back of his throat.

I will finish this story later...