(M)y first gay experience | 2016

Well...I was 17 years old. I was home from high school on winter break and it was new years eve. I had recently broken up with my girlfriend and decided to get drunk with everyone and go out to party. Fast forward a few hours, and a few shots, and I found myself talking to this guy at the bar. He was a little shorter than me and very effeminate and was very touchy feely and fun. He was staring at me with these crazy fuck me eyes and I didnt know what to do so I kind of awkwardly walked away from the conversation. I kept seeing him for the next hour or so before the midnight countdown...I would catch him staring at me in the the corner of his eye...and deep down the truth was I was very, very interested. We all go out to the clock tower to count down to the new year, and everyone is fucked up and grabbing their SO and making out and im just sitting there face fucking myself with a joint and a bottle of schnapps to stay warm (classy 17 year old aaaaa thank you.) This guy walks up and grabs my dick and then keeps walking...i realize shortly there after I am as hard as a diamond in an ice storm...so I decided at that point I needed to go home and see what this was all about. I get his number and casually break away from friends like im too mature to stay out to late, when the truth is I am sprinting home salivating at the idea of sucking this guys cock. WHY? I have no idea...but i didnt care. So I get home and I text him...he comes over...at this point im nervous as all fuck. What if I cant suck dick? What if I realize 30 seconds in I am not into it? Yada Yada. In he walks to my bedroom and I can see he is hard through his pants. He shuts the door and hops in bed with me and we make awkward conversation for a second before laying next to each other not touching for a good solid 15 minutes. The entire time I am sitting there freaking the fuck out sweating bullets,,,my cock is bulging out of my pants and then finally I just couldnt take it anymore. I ripped down his pants and boxers and just stared in awe of his dick. I dont know why...I just loved having it in my hands. Then finally putting it in my mouth. Fuck me. The second the tip of his cock hit my tongue i was thinking about what it would feel like pounding inside my ass. As I am siting there licking and sucking his balls and praising his cock he decides we should 69. Holyyyyyyy Fuck. If you have never had your dick sucked by a guy...well then you wont understand...but fuckkkkk me. 100 times better than any woman hands down. He took that thing and shoved it down his throat so fast I didnt know what to do. We layed there blowing each other for a while and then I asked him if I could fuck him and he smiled so big and asked if he was my first. I said yes and layed him on his back. At this point...I am really losing my shit. I have had sex with like 4 girls at this point and no guys, and here I am 1 inch away from plowing this guys ass...weird how life plays out. I decided... fuck it and slid right in. This part of the story was not to mind blowing...I honestly would have preferred he just suck the cum out of me because the whole time i was fucking him I was wishing he was fucking me. So finally after I blow my load deep in his ass I tell him his turn. He is all unsure because I had never even fingered my ass but I tell him I can take it and to take it slow. He bends my over my bed and i feel him start to rim me a little before fingering me with one finger. I squirmed and tried to get away at first but got over it quickly and asked for another finger. Once he got me nice and stretched out I got his dick nice and wet in my mouth before he fucked me. GOOD GOD!!!! Holy hand grenade fuck. I had to bite my pillow at first but once the pain went away I was in another state of exctacy. I had already cum and here I was 2 minutes later bulging harder than when I was fucking him wanting more. I begged for more and made him pound me as long as he could and then begged for him to cum inside me. I dont really know what happened but it was so intense having his cock inside me that once he touched my dick one time after he blew his load I blew my load EVERYWHERE. I am talking everywhere. Like 14 year old boy on the ceiling everywhere. I dont know where this cum was stored up but clearly the release valve was about 7 inches inside my ass. Fuck me.