(M)ost Recent experience m/M/M | 2016

So, wrote about my most recent experience with men to a new penpal in r/dirtypenpals and it scared him away. Now curious what others think of it. I know it's not typical erotica but it is a true account of what happened and how I felt. Also, if anyone in the Denver CO area likes it I'd love a PM.

What follows is my most recent experience.

I had recently discovered that pretty much all the adult stores in the area have glory holes in the video arcade. I hate the idea of going to one of these because you have no way of knowing if the person your doing something with is "clean" it's scary and I know its kind of dumb. I recently had a day off with my wife working, and the kids away at day care. I had been quite horny and my wife and I rarely have the simultaneous time and energy for sex. I convinced myself that this was the day I could make my fantasy of being used by multiple guys come true. I figured the easiest way to make this happen was an adult arcade glory hole. So I got myself ready, thoroughly flushing out my ass, then I did what I could to pre-lube. I figured on getting some lubricated condoms and extra lube to have there, but if someone didn't use enough lube, I doubt I would dare to tell him to stop and use more. I intended to be completely submissive to these men, so best to prepare as well as I could. I got dressed. Just a pair of shorts, no underwear, a t-shirt and shoes. I wanted to be able to undress and dress quickly. I bought a box of condoms and lube and drove to the Romantics near the Sapp Brothers North of Stapleton.

My plan seemed reasonable. The booths with a glory hole were far enough into the arcade that if someone entered one of these they were most likely there looking to do something with another guy. That in mind, I entered one, got completely naked, got down on my knees as far from the door and glory hole as possible, and without locking the door, I waited. This way I couldn't really be seen outside the booth, if someone entered the other booth they would see me naked, on my knees in the corner of my booth through the hole. I spent a while watching videos, opened the box of condoms, and set those on the bench with the lube, and after about 15 minutes it began.

A man entered the booth, he seemed a bit surprised to find me there, I looked up at him, then made a point of looking down at his crotch, I bit my lip a little and stared down at the floor without saying anything trying to look as submissive as possible. I heard him unzipping, I looked up and crawled forward. He looked to be middle aged, Hispanic, Mexican I think, just a bit of a belly. I took his soft cock in my hand, gently massaging it and his balls, It looked clean and normal, he was uncut, they say the average size is 6" erect, he seemed about that, maybe just a bit above. From my previous experiences I was beginning to wonder about that statistic. I took the head in my mouth, I could feel him quickly growing in my hands, his foreskin was unique to me, it was like a fun new toy, I wanted to stretch it, watch it roll over his cock, but then I remembered my place. I wasn't here to play and amuse myself with this mans cock. I was here to service it and his needs. A fuck toy to be used by him.

I got back to job in hand. I sucked and licked his cock and balls till he was good and hard. I tried to push it deeper down the back of my throat pushing till I gagged each time. Watching me gag on his cock must have set something off in this guy. He grabbed the back of my head and started fucking my mouth hard. At one point he was pushing hard at the back of my throat and I felt my body convulsing trying to throw up. I had made sure my stomach was pretty empty for this, that and him pushing his cock hard enough to plug my throat prevented anything from coming up. He let me catch my breath, going slower and not as hard. Thats when I noticed another guy outside the door watching, I tried to raise my hand toward the new guys crotch hoping to get him to come in and join us, but he didn't. he just watched a bit while the first guy went back to fucking my head. After a bit more of this, he shoved me away from him and grabbed a condom. I waited on my knees as he put it on. He shoved me down again so I was down on all fours then pulled my hips towards him. He tried to push his cock into me, the pain and pressure of him pushing on me drove me forward till my head was in the corner of the booth. Each thrust of his hips causing my head to bounce off the wall. Now that I couldn't move the head of his cock started to go in. I was thankful for the lube I had used earlier and what little was on the lubricated condom, because he hadn't bothered with adding any. Through the adrenal fog and pain a voice in my head reminds me to push out like your sitting on the toilet to open my ass. I do and he pushes further in, but the frustration of not being able to fuck me has taken a toll on his erection. He suddenly grabed me by my hair and pulled my head to his cock as he sat down on the bench. He pushes his dick in my mouth, I suck it and lightly massage his balls. The rubbery taste of the condom coupled with the nasty repulsive taste that I assume is lube and the inside of my ass makes me gag even more than his cock hitting my throat. He chuckles a bit after grabbing an ear in each hand and using them to hold my head still while he beats my throat with his cock. In almost no time his dick is again hard as rock. He spins me around and commands me to "sit on it". I guide his cock to my hole as I sit this time remembering to open my ass. He slides in he's about half way in and I'm gasping, grunting, and moaning from the pain. He grabs my hips and slams his cock up entering me fully, I let out an "Ahhh!!" that anyone in the arcade would have heard. The pain fills me with another jolt of adrenaline, making me shake like a naked man lost in a blizzard. He starts pounding on my ass and it hurts like crazy, but at the same time it starts feeling really good. Its the first time I've had a guy really fuck me, his dick going deep in me over and over. I hear him talking through the weird dream like state I'm in it sounds distant like hes ten feet away, "Ohhh yeah.." and "Damn Bitch!" It was a two syllable "Damn" Some twisted part of me feels proud, happy to please this man who clearly didn't care about how much pain I endured to let him fuck me. He gives himself a break, sitting back and making me bounce up and down on his cock for a while. After a couple minutes of that my legs start to feel weak and I'm getting slower and slower, thankfully he's got his second wind he starts hammering his cock into me hard. It starts slow, each individual stroke like a punch in the ass. He starts going faster, I imagine a piston in an engine running 6000 RPM he lets out a grunt, he stops moving for a bit, and sits back onto the bench. It was obvious he came, but I was a little disappointed I didn't feel it. Erotica I've read from the womans perspective, usually mentions how she could feel the cock pulsing. I didn't, maybe the vagina is just more sensitive. He removes the condom, throwing it in the general direction of the garbage can. "Clean it off" he says gruffly. His cock in his hand pointing at my face. I lick and suck on it, careful of the tip which I imagine is pretty sensitive. He abruptly stands up pulls up his pants, zips up and leaves.

I'm alone naked on my knees, My ass hurts, my throat hurts, my knees hurt, I'm exhausted, and still shaking. On the floor by the bench is a wad of singles. I pick it up, it's $4. I wonder if it just fell out of his pocket, or if he meant to turn me from a submissive slut nto a pathetic four dollar whore. Was this his final act of humiliation? Intentional or not it worked, I felt cheap, and pathetic as I put the $4 in my shorts pocket. I thought about putting them back on and leaving, but the door to the booth opened. It was the guy who had stopped to watch from the door earlier. he walked in, unzipped his pants and standing right in front of my face pulls his pants down releasing his already hard cock. Its a nice looking cock. He also appears to be Mexican but in better shape and he‘s circumcised. His cock is about the same size as the last guy. I lick and suck his cock and balls for a little bit, then he takes over. he puts his hands behind my head and starts fucking my mouth. He's not quite as rough as the first guy, but still fucks my mouth pretty hard. It doesn't take him very long before he's grunting, he pulls out just as he cums, the first spurt goes in my mouth, the rest splats across my face. He quickly pulls up his pants, thanks me, and gives me his video card telling me there is still time on it if I want. Nice guy. His cum is still dripping down my face. I'm no longer shaking. I'm just exhausted. Everything still feels like a dream. I watch the last part of a threesome video and cum into the garbage can as the guys in the video empty their balls on a young blonde's face. I wipe the cum from my own face, I have nothing to use so I just use my hands wiping it from my face and onto my chest. I rub it into my chest till its pretty much dried up. I dress and use the bathroom to clean my face better. The arcade is empty. My fantasy was to be used by a couple guys at the same time, but I'm done. I feel nasty, so dirty, ashamed of myself and stupid. But still so amazingly high. I think maybe a part of me screamed and died in my subconscious, as I thought about how much I wanted to do this again.