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I'm a legitimate motherf***** Part 4/4 "Finality" | 2016

My heart was beating. My mind was racing thinking of a plausible excuse. "Oh yeah?" I asked. It was all I could muster. Lana shrugged and tossed the clothing back in the hamper. "I'm going to take a shower. Don't let me forget to do the laundry tonight. Hey, it's good to be back home." She finished as she smiled at me from the doorway.

I let out a huge sigh of relief when I heard the creak of Lana turning the shower knob. I had dodged a bullet. Don't get me wrong, I didn't enjoy all the half truths and whole lies. I did what was needed for the betterment of everyone. This was a domino that was engulfed in flames. If tipped over, the fire would quickly spread and the entire house it was in would incinerate. Some would never understand and it would be different if you were in my dirty Reebok sneaks. I looked at my photo gallery on my phone at some of the goofball pictures of Marie and I and the naked pictures of her that she didn't know I had taken during our adventures. I selected most of them and deleted them.

I realized I had dosed off when i felt the bed dip from Lana joining me in bed. "Chase?" She called to me. "Yeah?" I responded half asleep. "You didn't have sex with anyone else when we broke up right?" She asked. "No." I lied. "Me either." She replied as she rested on my chest.

We didn't run off into the sunset after that night. Our fights would resume and I would go back to talking to Marie to vent. Our relationship had cooled some after our talked but we would always find ourselves texting and flirting during work. The old embers would find new kindling and a flame would emerge before being blown back out, not wanting to get too far back into things.

One night she texted me saying that Walter had just finished flailing like a fish and that it was nothing like our sexcapades. Something inside me longed to go rescue her but I knew it wasn't the best move.

Lana and I had begun talking about marraige. Marie offered to join me to help find a potentional ring. I'll never know whether the jeweler was blowing smoke up my ass to make a sale or not but they all congratulated Marie and mistook her for my future fiancee. It made things feel akward but Marie was obviously flattered. I'm not trying to portray that Marie wanted to leave Walter and marry me and live happily ever as the topic for the Jerry Springer show. I could see the struggle within herself feeling something she couldn't describe.

Lana had gone to a concert 4 hours away with the girls so this was the perfect way to get shop for potential rings. Marie returned me to my house and I guess instinctively followed me into the home. I still had feelings and cared for Marie no matter how much I tried to hide it. She was the perfect version of Lana. We had ended things out of percieved neccessity than willingness.

Marie had taken two steps inside before I turned around and pushed her against the door. She yelped in pain at the doorknob jabbing into her back but I muffled it with a passionate kiss. "Chase...we can't." Marie said as I began kissing her neck, her hot spot. Marie could no longer justify turning me down. She undid my belt buckle and began to jerk my erect cock. "This has to be the last time okay?" She asked of me knowing we couldnt keep doing this if I planned to marry Lana. I grabbed my jeans and her hand as I led her into the bedroom.

I locked the door. "I'm serious. This has to be it. Promise me." She begged. "I promise. Now shut the fuck up." I ordered as I grabbed the back of her head by her hair and shoved her on the bed. I pulled down the spandex leggings. I penetrated her and she let out another yelp. "Fucking give it to me Chase!" Marie demanded. I pushed her head into the mattress as I thrusted into her. Marie tapped on the bed and I lifted her head so she could breath. I put my finger in her mouth as I fish hooked her. The sound of our bodies clashing was competing with the volume of her moans. She reached underneath herself to play with her clit. I took her arms and pulled them towards me as I pounded more.

After a few moments of vigorus thrusting I released her arms as she laid flat on the bed. I flipped her over and spread her thick thighs wide putting her wet pink pussy on full display. I rested her calfs on my shoulders and angled her so that I could jack hammer her. Marie would be so enthralled in pleasure that she would lose control of all of her body. Marie's eyes rolled back in her head, her feet dangled on my shoulders, her mouth was agape as she moaned and took me harder and more rough each time. "Chase I am going to squirt! Fuck!" She screamed. I taunted her by pounding harder until she tapped out on my hand. I pulled out and watched as all her muscles tighten as she squirted leaving a wet spot in the bed and on my pubic area.

I went to finger her and she waved me off. "Im too sore babe. No more." She pleaded. I reached into the nightstand drawer and pulled out a condom and put it on.

"Chase I said I can't. My pussy can't take anymore." Marie reiterated. "I'm not fucking you in your pussy." I said as I flipped her over. "Damnit Chase." Marie said giving into my plans. She rested her hands on the headboard and bowed her head biting her lip.

I spit perfectly on her asshole as she groaned at the odd feeling. I slowly began trying to squeeze the head in. After some patient waiting, Marie's ass loosened up enough to let me in. I slowly began thrusting as she moaned from a mixture of pain and arousal. After a while it became more and more enjoyable for her and it became all pleasure. I opened her mouth and made her bite the headboard. I pounded harder whether she was fully prepared or not. Marie's teeth were sinking into the wooden headboard as she screamed in pleasure. Marie used her left hand to play with her clit as I continued thrusting. I could feel the urge to come approaching quickly. I grunted as I held it off as long as possible. Marie had learned that it meant I was about to pop so she began bouncing her ass back at me. I gripped her ass as I enjoyed my own oasis of satisfaction and came in her ass. We both collasped on bed next to each other. "Well now there are two holes that are sore. I hope you dont have plans for my mouth too." Marie joked. "I'm too tired now." I replied. "This is it huh?" Marie asked. "Yeah. You think you can deal with that?" I asked. "I'll manage. Friends?" Marie asked. "Friends." I confirmed.

The next few months went by without a hitch. Lana and I got back to our normal lives. Holidays around Marie were fine. Marie and I would shoot looks and have a back and forth without ever raising suspicions. Life was good.

That is what made things so abrupt the day I got the call. Lana and I had a great date night the night before. We laughed like we never had. Dinner tasted better. The movie was fantastic. The next morning I awoke to my phone going off. "Chase?" I heard Lana's saddened voice say. "What's wrong?" I asked concerned. "I just need to get this out so don't talk just listen. I am not happy. I haven't been happy for a while now. I'm tired of lying to you. I had sex with Lenny. I know he is with his wife but he is all I think about. I don't know why I feel this way but I know that I can't feel like this and stay together. I'm sorry. " She said before abruptly hanging up. Lana was that type to never want confrontation so she would avoid it at all costs. That was pretty cut and dry how we split up. She never knew about Marie. Marie asked me to not be at my house when she retrieved Lana's things. I never saw much of Lana or Marie after that. Lana got married last weekend to a guy she met at that concert that she stayed in touch with. Lana would try for months to get back together. She would drive by my house from time to time to see if I was home. Id get texts about how we should forget everything that happened with her and Lenny.

I felt bad but I would ignore her. The longer Lana and I stayed apart, the more I realized how unhappy I had been with her. Even when Marie and I had our thing, I caught myself being more flirtatious to other women and wondering what it would be like.

I was free now. I could be my own man now. I could prove to the world and to myself that I defined me and not Lana. I've been in a long term relationship for a little over a year now but I can't dare skip over the 6 women that led me to the woman I'm with now.

The Sinful Six...what a time to be alive.