I [f]ucked [m]y next door neighbor. | 2016

He moved into the apartment across from my ours. Our front doors were facing each other. When he first moved in I noticed he was pretty handsome and friendly but didn't really think much more of him.

I say "our" because my boyfriend and I had lived there for at least 6 years. My boyfriend and I were each others first and only everything, and i mean everything. Kiss included. Our relationship had been a bit rocky the last few years but finally got to a point where things were getting better again. So I thought.

I was going to leave this out, but I feel like there needs to be some perspective on why I'd even go through with this in the first place. I had a massive, obsessive crush on this guy, we'll call him Brendon. Brendon wasn't super hot or anything, we just got along well and I felt like he was attracted to me. I started to lust for him, badly. We had an opportunity to be alone in his car, I wanted him so bad I could feel myself getting DRIPPING wet. I'd never felt that turned on for anyone in my life. He made some joke about having condoms in his car and I felt like, ok, yup, hes into me. So we got to our work assignments in adjacent rooms and were texting. I finally just came clean and told him how bad I wanted him. He was kind of shocked, thought I was joking, then realized I wasn't. He said he didn't see me that way and that he wouldn't mess with a girl with a boyfriend but that things between us were still good and not to be embarrassed. I was, the whole ride back in his car I was just kind of rambling nervously. We tried to maintain this friendship, he ended up dating my best friend, I tried to leave my bf twice in the 4 years this whole thing lasted. Then eventually he had to change his number and stop talking to me for good because I got really drunk one night and just went off, in detail how bad I wanted to suck his cock. He changed his number and we only talked while at work. Til he and his gf broke up, then he got drunk and wanted me to meet up with him and fool around. I'd given up on him by then, so when he proposed all this I was not expecting it. He'd always been clear that he didn't feel that way about me. I turned him down, he was drunk and vulnerable and at that point I was just happy to have his friendship back and didn't want to jeopardize that. The next day I regretted saying no, I told him as much, and he said to forget it ever happened, that he didn't mean it. I was devastated. I was stupid and started ranting to my friend about everything and how his ex used him and all these details about their relationship I probably should have kept to myself. Word got back to him and he shut me out for good. We stopped talking completely. Until I quit. Then on my last day he gave me a hug and wished me luck. I didn't realize how much I missed him til then. So I stalked him on twitter a few months later and reached out. It took a few weeks of talking before he got drunk again and said he wanted me to blow him. That ever since I sent him those texts that night he couldn't get it out of his head but that itd be a one time thing. I turned him down again. I knew I couldn't handle it. Then I tried to break up with my bf, again, but when it came down to it I just couldn't leave. That's where the neighbor comes in..

A couple weeks after getting shut out by this guy that I wanted so fucking bad, and after settling to stay with my bf for the 3rd time..the neighbor flags me down in the parking lot when I'm on my way home from work. He asks if that's my bf I live with and makes other small talk, then he tells me I'm beautiful. I laughed awkwardly, I dont take compliments well, but tell him thank you and he asks if he can add me to facebook. I say yes and by the time I park at my apartment hes already sent the request. I'm stunned by this, and decide I'm not going to tell my bf. He sends me messages now and then, nothing too suggestive. I tell him I wouldn't have thought id be his type. I guess I should describe myself. I'm short, have a big ass and wide hips, my boobs aren't that big, more on the smaller size for a girl of my size, and I've had several people say my face is cute/pretty. I don't have the highest self esteem at this point. In fact, after the whole Brendon thing, I felt like I was just, completely undesirable. So I'm taking this attention with a grain of salt. Kind of suspicious what this guy wants from me. It doesn't take him long to start getting flirty. I put up some good resistance for a while. It wasn't until one day when I was going to work he ripped his door open the second I opened mine, paused, opened his mouth to say something, and then just slammed the door shut. It was fucking adorable, i asked him what that was about and he said he knew i was gonna be going to work and was waiting for me but couldn't think of what to say because of how pretty i looked. I've never had a guy run game on me like this. It worked. I asked him to walk me to the laundry room one day because i wanted to really check him out. He came out and was just wearing a t-shirt and shorts but i could see the shape of his arms and chest and back..he was fucking hot. He was nicely built. Not super buff but toned and muscular, then his face, he was so fucking handsome. I decided id give in a little and started flirting back when we messaged each other. I didn't really intend to do anything with him yet, i just wanted to explore this a bit..

So our conversations got dirtier, i told him id only ever kissed my bf, and he said he wanted to kiss me, and that he'd love to fuck me. That his cock is 7 1/2 and that he's in really good shape and can last a long time and that if i let him fuck me id love it. It was so fucking hot knowing this gorgeous guy is less than 20 feet away thinking about fucking me, ME of all people. So id send him dirty pics and hed tell me to let me come over and id say no. He didn't live alone so i couldn't go over there. He wanted to come over and fuck me in my bed. I turned him down but we would keep flirting and dirty talking.

I decided enough was enough, i wanted to see how far hed take it if i gave him a chance. I asked to go for a walk with him, he said yes. He lead me off to some dark path, turned to me and said "come here" pulled me to him, and kissed me, hard and deep. His hands were all over me instantly, he was grabbing my tits, my ass, digging his tongue into my mouth, biting and sucking on my lips, grabbing me by my hips and grinding up against me, i was moaning, he was moaning, it was so fucking intense. I'd never felt that desired, i was so fucking wet, he tried to slip his hand down my pants but i stopped him, he grabbed my hand and put it on his cock through his pants and i could feel hoe big he was, he wasn't lying. He said he wanted to fuck me in some bushes, right then and there. I told him i couldn't, we can't get caught so we made out some more and walked back home. As soon as i got inside i had to finger myself. I was so sexually charged, i needed to cum. I called him, told him what i was doing and he wanted me to let him in. He wanted me to let him come and fuck me. I took pics of how wet my fingers were and sent them to him. Then he was at my door, i was wearing a shirt and nothing else, he was begging me to come in, said he was so fucking hard for me, and knowing how wet i am, he has to fuck me. I tell him no, i can't but that i want to so fucking bad. Then finally he says "are you gonna let me in or not?" I stood there for a few seconds, trying to comprehend what exactly i was doing, what i was going to allow to happen..then "yes or no? Hurry up" and he sounded pissed...so i said yes...and he was like well come on then...

I took a glace at him through the peephole, standing out there impatiently, the gravity of what was about to happen sinking in as each second felt like fucking forever..i was shaking, trembling because i wanted this so bad..i know he could hear me breathing on the phone..i unlocked the top lock, then the bottom lock, and he came in. I threw my phone down on the couch and grabbed his face to kiss him, he reached down to feel my ass and when he realized i wasn't wearing panties ran his hand over my pussy. He let out a moan and then i heard his hands wrestling with his belt. The second his pants hit the floor i reached for his cock, it felt so fucking big, i was kind of afraid of it but still so fucking curious about how it was going to feel. He told me to bend over so i did, then he slid his fingers in me, licked his hand and slid his cock in me. It was all so fluid like he was a fucking sex god. He started fucking me and immediately i could feel a difference between what my bfs cock felt like versus his. I felt like every sensitive spot in my vagina was being stimulated, he felt fucking amazing, his hands felt so good on my ass, i was so wet it was dripping down the inside of my thighs. I just kept moaning "oh fuck, oh god, oh fuck" like those were the only words i knew. He told me to turn around and i did but i told him i wanted to taste him, i dropped to my knees and swallowed up his cock, i could taste myself on him, somehow he managed to get even harder and said he wanted to fuck me more so i bent over again. When he slid it in this time he felt even bigger, this was the first time id ever felt like i was all the way filled up with cock. This felt like the first time id ever really been fucked. Finally he said he was gonna pull out so i dropped to my knees again and tried to catch it in my hands. In retrospect, not the sexiest thing ever, but i wasn't ready to let him cum on me or in me yet. He kissed me and I went and cleaned off. I just kept thinking holy fuck I can't believe I did that..i wasn't really ready, my body was but I dont think mentally I was ready. But I felt like the damage was done so I ran with it.

The next time we fucked it was before I went to work one morning. He let me in, led me to the bedroom and told me to lay down and open my legs. He crawled between them and told me to touch myself, so I did, I was already all wet for him and I knew it. I wanted him to see how ready I was for him to fuck me again. He asked me if I wanted it, I told him yes and told him to fuck me. He did that hand lick finger thing again and slid inside me with the sexist fucking moan ever. I wrapped my legs around him and kept fingering myself while he fucked me. He kept looking down to watch me rub my clit while he slid his cock in and out of me. He made the sexiest sounds and the way he looked at me while he was inside me made me wanna cum all over his cock. I could tell how much he liked it, he would have to pull out and just leave his head in me to calm down. I could feel my pussy tighten and quiver around his cock everytime he was inside me. I really really loved watching him fuck me, his body was perfect, he looked fucking beautiful all glistening with sweat and full of lust. He would fuck me hard and fast, then deep and slow until finally I couldn't handle it anymore and I came so hard I left his cock, balls, thighs, bed, everything drenched in my juices. Then he couldn't hold off anymore and started fucking me really hard and fast until he pulled out. Then the 3rd and final time was just like the second time..missionary but I didn't get to cum.

Things got weird. He would ask me for money all the time, ask me to bring him food, groceries, then he started saying he loved me, that I'm all he has, then he started getting suicidal..i had to call the cops one time because I heard a gunshot come from his apartment. He shot the floor. I never got to blow him or ride him or do any of the things I wanted to either..it all just ended up kind of weird. I don't talk to him at all anymore. Dont regret it either though. I feel like I kind of deserved all of it.

There is something developing between a co-worker and I. He wants me to blow him but he has a girlfriend so he's trying to resist the temptation. I send him pics of my tits and dirty messages all day while at work. Hes fucking hot. He initiated it..so I'm just going to keep on until something happens or he tells me to stop. If anything develops there, ill have another story.

This is my first story so sorry for the excessive non-sexy details, I just felt like they're kind of important. Thanks for reading.

Also sorry for the typos and massive text wall, can't seem to edit too well on my phone.