How I lost my virginity [MF] and how I was an ass after | 2016

So when I was growing up my mum met a guy that was to become her husband. At the time I was 8 and had no idea what was to occur. He had twin daughters. Fast forward, and mum and him got married, and life was good. The twins did not live with us, or in the same town. I had an attraction to one of the twins, which I knew she did too. I put it down to being kids, as she was almost 4 years younger than me. We eventually moved to the same city as the twins. I am not sure if this was down to my mum, or my step-dad. Soon enough the parents encountered a rough patch, and things got worse from there.

So the seperation happened, and following that, the divorce. I moved overseas for a few years and worked hard, forgettign about her.

I eventually came back to my home and got along with life. Then one day while at a mates place, he got a call. It was her. She had tracked me down. I realise that it should have been a warning sign, but I didn't.

On holiday in my town, she asked me to meet her, and I agreed. We met up and chatted. I didn't expect anything, but noticed she wassmoking hot. 5'4" 140lb 36dd. We only kissed that night, but that wasn't the end of it.

A couple weeks later I went to visit her while she was staying at her sisters place. It was good to catch up with everyone, but especially her. Soon enough everyone went to bed, and it wa announced that I was to sleep in the lounge. As I got myself ready for bed, not expecting anything, she came in with just a little negliglee.

We spent the next half an hour kissing and fondling, and just playing with each other. Slowly stripping, but under covers, I discovered the joy of touching and fingering a nice wet pussy. She showed me the pleasure of stroking my hard 6" cock.

Finally she said that it was time to get down to business, and not knowing what to do, I stumbled a little. Finally we got me lined up with her and she guided me into her. She was so wet, and so tight, that I thought I would cum straight away. That was not to be though.

We fucked in a variety of positions, and fast, slow, but I never reached climax. I know that she did as she told me so. Eventually we realised that it wasn't going to happen (me cumming) and gave up. But I really enjoyed it. That was the moment that I knew I loved to pleasure a woman more than me.

In the morning her sister asked her what we did in the night. She relied "we talked a lot". She knew what she meant, but in my naievity I did not.

Anyway, we had sex 3 more times in the next few days with the same result. She came hard, and I didn't. I wish I knew why, but alas I don't.

On the 5th time however, we fucked for a good time, and in the end I came hard in her pussy. She got a load of cum that had been building up for a long time, and looked happy. I was very happy too.

Then I said it......

Almost as soon as I came in her I said " I need a shower"

I didn't realise what I had said. I wish I hadn't said it, and I will never say anything again. She let me fuck her bare, cum in her, and all I could do was insult her by effectively saying I need to clean after fucking her. She didn't deserve that, and I will always regret saying it.

We aren't together anymore (due to actions on her part), and I am married now to a wonderful woman with 2 great kids, but if I could without consequence, I would fuck her with my might, just so that I could let her know she was wronged.