Helpless Voyeur [M] . . . [F] | 2016

I posted this the other day in response to an AskReddit prompt, but figured some readers of this sub might be interested, too.

I was in my early 20s, spending the afternoon on a wilderness beach on the Outer Banks of North Carolina. A smattering of people had come to this beach to sun themselves, look for shells, or to fish. While I'm reading on a beach blanket, I notice a stunning young woman perhaps a few years older than me in a skimpy bikini sunning herself not too far away from me. She was remarkable. Being the shy young man I was, I tried not to stare. And the thought of introducing myself to her was simply out of the question.

I decided to pack up and head in for the day, so I hiked back through the dunes to a set of rickety wooden showers the U.S. Park Service had set up. I laid down my book and blanket, opened the slatted door, and stepped in to take a nice, cool shower. As I'm rinsing off the sand and sweat I notice that the slats in the shower afford a rather clear view of my surroundings, and I notice our Young Lady walking up the path from the beach. I kept peeking through the slats to see her walk right up to the shower stall next to me. She put down her things and stepped into the adjacent shower stall. At this point, I noticed that I could see her through the slats between our stalls(!). I bent down a bit to peer through a crack, and she was completely visible head to toe, the water running down her face and body.

The clear view of her, coupled with the sheer surprise and excitement of the situation, went right to my groin. I could feel myself growing hard. I felt lightheaded. At the same time, I felt guilty. This was a violation of her privacy. I should have straightened up, turned off the shower, dried off, and left with my head held high.

But I couldn't. As I watched she untied her bikini top from behind her back and let it fall to the floor, exposing her delightfully-shaped breasts, white against her golden-brown skin. My cock ached. I took it in my hand. As I did so, she slid her hands down her sides to her hips and -- in one motion -- slid her bikini bottom down her thighs and let it fall to her ankles. The sight of her perfect ass and her strawberry-blonde pubic hair (this was the 70s, after all) was too much for me to bear. With a few strokes of my shaft, I came hard, my semen flowing through the boards beneath my feet. I'm not proud that I did all this without her permission, but I was helpless. And it was one of the best orgasms I've ever had.

As I got older, I began to wonder if she knew I was watching. This thought still haunts me to this day, many decades later.