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First Story: my sexual awakening (M/F, D/s) | 2016

I've been lurking and thinking of writing my own true tales, so here goes. It's pretty long and the first half is largely context, but I promise a good romp near the end. If you want to skip ahead to the fapping material, just look for the ~~~~~~~~~~ line. Comments, critiques, and questions are definitely welcome, just please don't be an asshole!

I was 24 and had only ever slept with one woman-my first girlfriend-and she hadn't had much experience either. After 2-and-a-half years together, on and off, I'd finally ended things on my own terms but was pretty down about it and not looking for anything. My brother and some friends dragged me to a pub trivia night, and I was having an okay time, drinking a little, showing off my mad trivia skillz, when in walked Mary, the coworker of one of my brother's friends.

She was a little older, 30, 5'10" tall, short dirty blonde hair, lean runner's body, 34B tits and an amazing bubble butt. And most importantly: she was clearly and immediately into me. She sat across from me at our table, and was constantly leaning forward, putting her hand on my hand, laughing at all my jokes. etc. I could be pretty dense about recognizing a woman's interest in the past, but this was unmistakable. And she drank like a fish. I decided to try and keep up with her, and I have a pretty low tolerance because I don't drink that much.

So after the trivia is ended, everyone else has left but Mary and I stick around to keep chatting. She goes outside for a cigarette and I bum one off of her, feeling a little giddy and tipsy. As she offers me her lighter, I just lean in and start kissing her in the middle of the street; much bolder than any move I've ever made in the past. But she was into it and molded her body against mine. We went back to my place.

As she pulled my jeans off of my body, she gasped and smirked a little. "Sam!," she slapped my thigh, "You're big!" I stumbled a little bit; my ex-girlfriend had never commented, and I never compared or measured myself, honestly. Turns out I'm a little longer than average and a LOT thicker. My ex and I had never used condoms because she was on birth control and knew I was clean since I'd never been with anyone before, but now that I was with Mary, I discovered that the condoms I'd been saving felt extremely uncomfortable. We tried fucking for a little, but it was painful. Mary suggested I just fuck her without the condom and pull out, but the thought terrified me, so she finished me in her mouth and I finished her with my fingers.

Fast-forward a couple of months. I've learned to buy Magnums now, so things are more comfortable, although Mary still prefers to have pull-out sex, which I had done a few times but was kind of still terrified about.

Mary's clearly gotten more attached to me than I am to her, and I have been openly keeping things "casual," and "non-exclusive," but I always insisted that she tell me if she wanted something more serious. One night we go to trivia again (it had become our thing) and she gets me super drunk. We go back to my place and while she's on top of my grinding against my hard cock she tells me she wants to be exclusive. GODDAMN I sobered up in a HURRY. I said I didn't want to be exclusive so this was probably the end of our relationship. We had it out, yelling, crying, etc. for over two and a half hours, but finally she agrees we have to end the relationship. That's when she turns to me and puts her hand on my chest.

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"You know, Sam, we should probably just have some fun one last time, so that there are no regrets," she mumbled as she leaned in closer.

I moved away, "I don't want you to think this is going to mean anything."

That's when she grabbed my dick through my jeans. "I know it, I just want that big cock inside me again." And then she leaned in close and whispered in my ear, "I want you to really fuck the shit out of me. Use me."

Something awoke in me at that moment; maybe it was the knowledge that I wasn't in a relationship anymore, that it meant nothing, but a fire was burning in me and I grabbed her by the shoulders and threw her to the bed. I growled, "you want to get fucked hard, do you?"

She shuddered, "holy fuck, I just got so wet."

I shoved my hand under her skirt and grabbed her crotch roughly. "You're soaking, you fucking slut. You wanted this all along."

She was shaking, and I got nervous that I had gone to far, but then I felt her panties get even more damp. "Take off your clothes," I barked.

She started stripping off her clothes and as she finished I turned her over, her ass in the air, and slapped her ass hard, and I mean HARD. She shrieked and screamed back, "oh fuck, do it again." I spanked her and I spanked her until her ass was raw and red and then I grabbed her by her lithe hips and flipped her onto her back. I slapped her legs apart. "You always keep your legs open for me," I growled.

I ripped off my clothes and when she saw my cock she started panting. I didn't even think about a condom as I pulled her ass to the edge of the bed and shoved into her from a standing position in one move. I grabbed her tits roughly, pulled out to just the tip and shoved myself back in just one more time when I felt her pussy clamp down and she screamed louder than I'd ever heard with pleasure. I held my cock inside her and waited for her orgasm to end, then I began fucking her again.

"Agh!" she screamed, "I'm too sensitive." I just glared her and her eyes went wide. "I'm sorry, keep fucking me oh god keep fucking me." I grabbed her hips and slammed into her faster. My right hand hand twisted her left nipple as I fucked her hard and fast. "Choke me, fuck me, you love fucking me you bastard, CHOKE ME," she screamed and I moved my hand around her neck, squeezing. She could barely speak as she was gasping "yes, yes, yes," over and over again. I felt my balls boiling and her pussy clamped down again as she came, I tightened my hand around her neck and her mouth opened as if screaming but no noise came out.

Finally, her second orgasm died down and I pulled out of her pussy and climbed on top of her face. She looked up at me and opened her mouth wide and I just grabbed her hair and started fucking her face. "You like tasting your own cunt on my big cock don't you, slut?" I moaned and she nodded her assent as I assaulted her throat. It wasn't long before I felt myself about to cum and I pulled out and sprayed all over her face, a huge load on her mouth dripping down her neck, and then I collapsed next to her on the bed, both of us panting, gasping, out of breath.

I came back to Earth. "Are you okay?" I mumbled.

"Holy shit, Sam, I've never been better."

Needless to say, we fucked several more times since then, and I learned just how much I love being a Dom, as well as some other kinks I learned to explore with other people. If there's any interest in future stories I will be glad to write them!

Edit: if you enjoyed this, I have a kind of a sequel, or follow-up posted now, here.