The first and only time I received anal [mm] | 2016

It was a long summer in California for me. I would go out drinking with others and just had no luck with girls. At the time I was bordering on 195 pounds with a 5'10" frame. I had some nice eyes, nice hair..women always find me 'cute' but not necessarily fuckable at that time because I was overweight.

Anyway, it was my second to last night there at Fresno. I was getting ready to move but wanted to keep going out and trying the last few nights.

We go to this bar I've never been before. It's not bad, it's a decent sized building with area for food and pool, but it's a pretty slow night.

So as my friends mingle, I go walk around trying to talk to some people. I see this group of two. The man who was about my age or younger (early 20s) with olive oil skin, black hair, and a friendly smile. He may have been Mexican but he was definitely a mixture of something else too. He was my height and had a little more of an average body.

His name was Robert, and in actuality I cannot remember his name, but he left a lasting impact on me...

But it wasn't him that caught my interest, it was his Aubrey Plaza-ish Devil May Care attitude girl friend who I was attracted to. Her name was May. We all three talked for an hour or so, never really leading me to believe Robert was interested in me..but that's because I was focused on May who seemed interested enough in me.

As the bar is closing, they tell me they're having a party at their house and we can play beer pong. My friends I came there with were retiring for bed, so I asked if they could drop me off there and they said sure.

We get there and it's both of them and a third guy, who has little impact on this story but I believe he was gay.

We start playing beer pong and this is relevant because I suck at it. I played May and lost, we did teams (me and Robert against her and the other guy) and I lost..but Robert did really well for my team.

Finally May says she's going to bed and I start to realize my opportunity has passed. But for once I am not too upset because I've had fun drinking with these people.

As she goes to bed, the other guy leaves to go home as well, so its just Robert and I.

He challenges me to another game of beer pong and honestly I don't have a shot in hell of beating him. Sure enough, he begins trouncing me and getting me drunk as he sinks his balls into my cups. Whenever I hazily tried to throw, he would dance to distract me and make me laugh. Every time. I just couldn't help but laugh and fuck up.

After the game, I'm really drunk now, and we go to the couch. He starts talking to me and before I know it, we're making out..all over his couch. He finally stops me and asks if I want to go upstairs and I said yes.

EDIT - Bonus scene added, as we made out on the couch the third guy returned and was shocked. I don't know if it was because he was into Robert or thought he was getting some from him that night..but he quickly apologized and left and Robert didn't even look at him. He was completely focused on me.

As we passed May's door, I knocked on it and said I wanted to invite her in for a 3some. Robert didn't necessarily discourage it, but he told me she probably wouldn't. She never answered..so we continued on to his bedroom.

As we get into his bed, I start feeling this exciting wave of vulnerability. Feeling like I was the one picked up and seduced for a change, and it felt great. I loved feeling this way. And as we get naked in his bed, I attempt to get otal going but he wants my ass. And since he was less drunk, he pretty much had control over me (not that I minded..I still masturbate to this memory) So he lubes me and puts it in...and its the most painful feeling ever. I really couldn't handle one or two thrusts before tapping out. He was disappointed..but then we did oral after (and he cleaned his cock first)

Then we go out and buy a pack of cigarettes, rent a movie, and return. He wants to cuddle with me as we watch the.movie, but I am fidgety and want to sit. He pulls me back into his arms and holds me down. It feels good. I start to realize some of the things women like about being dominated.

The next day we woke up late. He gave me his number and said goodbye. His friend May came downstairs and asked if someone knocked on her door last night. Robert and I just look at each other and I think May figures out quickly what happened.

But I moved and never called him again, even after he texted me. I just didn't know what to think at that time..but I do know that I loved the feeling of being controlled and kinda wish I didn't delete it.

I also can never watch Green Hornet again.