[F] [Public] Discovering new things with an older man | 2016

I met this guy on a night out with a uni society a few months ago, he's 35 and I'm 21 and he was really into me. I knew he wanted to sleep with me so I let him follow me around and buy me drinks all night, tbh partly because I knew everyone I was with fancied him and I wanted to make everyone jealous, then left because I had a boyfriend. I'd never cheat but the next day I was thinking about the guy from the night before and ever since I've thought about him a lot and how much I wished I was single just for that night so I could have fucked him.

The next day he added me on Facebook which surprised me but I accepted. Since I first met him we never talked online or irl except one time when we ran into each other at uni and just chatted for like 5 minutes like we were old friends catching up which was weird and the whole time I was thinking about how much I wanted him.

About 4 months later my boyfriend broke up with me. I was heartbroken but realised that I should message this guy finally and see if I still had any chance but it had been so long I didn't think he'd even remember me. I considered messaging him for a couple of days and kept talking myself out of it, then completely out of the blue he messaged me one morning saying "hey beautiful, how are you?" like it was just completely normal and we spoke all the time (my ex didn't have fb so my relationship status on there didn't change and there was no way he could have known I was single now). I was so surprised but started talking to him and he said how he still remembered me and still wanted to hook up really badly, I told him I was single and that we should definitely hook up sometime, we talked about what we both liked and disliked then just left it there for a few days.

One morning he messaged me saying he was in the uni library and I should join him and bring my handcuffs and blindfold because he had an idea that he wouldn't tell me until I was there. So excited that it was finally happening I went to the library, he took me to the disabled toilet and we just fucked in there and it was maybe the best sex of my life. I felt so dirty and had to try so hard to be quiet, he had me blindfolded and my hands tied and whispered to me the whole time which was so hot. We left and went to McDonald's and I told him I was desperate to go again already so we went back to the toilet and I told him I wanted anal because I knew he was really into it and I'd always been too scared to try after a bad experience, but he turned me on so much I wanted it. He was gentle at first and he just got me so relaxed that it wasn't hard for me to get loose and he ended up being able to fit 4 fingers in which I was shocked at, especially for my first ever time when I'd been so scared of it before. He came in my ass and it was incredible.

We're still meeting up and he's introduced me to so much, he brings a giant dildo sometimes and we do double penetration and I've discovered I can squirt which I'm so excited about haha.

Shoutout to my ex (I'm coming for you Little Mix) for breaking up with me and letting me live my dream.