Confessions Of a Sex Addict. (m/f) | 2016

Best title I could think of. Mostly because I have had this Desire to post the Real story behind some of my affairs.

While I love writing Erotic stories, I mostly add things to make them more enjoyable. So my "fake" stories have a good amount of truth to them.

While this works, I have wanted to do more. To tell the truth, every dirty detail of these amazing women. But, I am not the kinda guy who Tells the stories. Some part of me feels thats the disrespectful part. But another part of me knows if one of those girls ever came across "her story" but doctored in away to never give up who she really is (like the one and only I did) It would be a great turn on for her.

That, always is my goal, my kink, my desire. I love turning women on. You are thinking, Le Duh, Every guy loves that. No, No, You don't get it.. its like air to me, her passionate cry's are almost like sustenance. That sweet taste, that power that I needed so badly for so long and then the dance of seduction the desire, pulling form her all those things she kept to her self. Pulling form her that climax she never thought she could have. There is nothing on this earth.. more amazing.

So, to say I am a sex addict is just me not having the right words for what I am. What it is that Drives me, that fuels my desire and my need to have more. Sometimes, you run into a girl who fills everything for you. You think having your fill of her would be enough. But for a girl like Kelly, You can never get full.

I Met Kelly off line. While I have on line only girls, and off line girls of different levels, Most get met threw websites. Kelly was no different. I placed an ad, she responded with in the hour.

I don't' know how other guys do it, I never asked but my friend Lynn will always go with the girl who you click with the most. Kelly, Clicked with me.

Our emails started right off, Pure Fire and passion. I had been off for awhile so I didn't pick up how bad this girl needed it. A pleasant mistake. Each passing note got hotter and hotter, like kids in a class room hormones going wild. I could taste her on my lips and feel flesh on my fingernails.

Each picture she sent me just turned me on more. Making me sure "this is the girl".

So, she wanted to hear my voice (her Pleasant Mistake). Traded numbers, she gave me hers and said "I am too shy to call you better do it."

This happens a lot. So I call her, she had the most angelic innocent voice. But more so then I had expected. It was like that soft song you hear on the radio and you want nothing but silence so it can be the only sound you hear. then, the tremble in that voice as her ears swallowed my words "hello beautiful girl". Thats when you know you have her, her voice cracks.

Now, A little fun fact about me. One of my favorite things is phone sex. I love it, Its the play in the mind, some girls got it and have the most amazing time of their lives. but I digress.. as this girl is amazing with phone sex as well.. just wanted to say that :)

SO! Kelly, I have her sexy ass on the phone, Telling me some of her desires, attempting to talk dirty to me. While I just make her say the "oh wow" and "my fucking god" that kinda fun stuff.

So, she says.. "i have never done this before but its now or never".. "come over". Now, I acted surprised. why? Because she was nervous, I wanted to calm her nerves and make her feel comfortable. fellas, always make her feel comfortable and good. Trust Me.

She didn't live far, we had talked about it in the emails and again on the phone so getting to her wasn't hard. She opened the door and before me in her five six or seven glory, was a very sexy caramel skinned Latina. This, I did not expect. The photos she sent me were her, but some Latina's wash out with a flash. Her breasts looked even more amazing, begging to be ripped out of her tank top. And those little sweats she had on, showing of a bit of her pantie string, were also in grave danger.

She Invited me in, she was very nervous. It was so cute how she fumbled with the drinks, she had a much better body then she let on. (there are tricks in pictures a girl can do to make her self look different) I loved watching her move, her sweet little hands trembling, scared she will drop a glass as she poured us something to drink.

"take a shot" I said. Startled she looked right at me. "i can tell you have been drinking" I walked up and put my arms around her, reached to the liquor bottle she had left out and poured into the two glasses. We clanked and I smiled "bottoms up".

She would keep saying how she had never done this, never did anything like it. So I took her to the couch, held her in my arms and put our feet up on the table. Playing with her hair and looking deep into her honey brown eyes I told her to tell me her deepest desires, She smiled. I started talking about other things, calming her down.

Then she whispered a word. I almost didn't hear it. I told her to tell me again, she shook her head, her face starting to turn that ruby color of passion, passion unspoken that wanted out.

I asked her again and softly kissed her lips holding the back of her head, only to pull away a small peck so i could take her breath in with my own. "please tell me, you are safe here".

"Rape"

Thats all she said, I smiled and said "thats not really uncommon" (if you want I can tell you why its not uncommon) she explained her desires and reasons for this fantasy in detail. Deep detail that, I won't get into for fear of outing this girl. But, I got it.. And I thought, If she wants to be raped soo bad...

I had participated in two rape fantasies before I met the girl who was turned on by them (not kelly yet) I won't lie, the first one freaked me out and grossed me out. I didn't like it, the seconded one.. well if you are good I ll post that story but it became one of the hottest ever. So, I learned why, and what to do when a woman wants this.

While Kelly told me every detail of her desire, I danced my fingers on her body, Teasing under each part of clothing even at one point, a quick finger bang to the cleavage (my homage to anna kendrick If you get that you rock), teasing her shoulders, her neck and then.. when she was getting to the point of her story where she was feeling comfortable with me. I pushed her down.. hard forcing her face into her cute little couch pillow. With a violent yank I pulled down those sweats, Laughing a bit to my self that it said "pink" on her ass.

She struggled a bit, I leaned over her and whispered. Don't fucking Fight it, It will go much easier... I kissed her head and then in her other ear, I fucking have to have you...I pushed her panties aside and then shoved my cock full in, hard not even going easy. I slammed her body over and over, pushing her head into the pillow, reaching under and just grabbing at her body, feeling every inch of her, inside and out.

I found an animalistic desire, the desire I wanted more then anything To Possess her, Have her, Hear that sweet little voice scream my name. I leaned in and said "Kelly, This is what you wanted.. I fucking want you soo"... I didn't get to finish, the shock of her pussy clenching up around my cock threw me off. I heard her screaming, I had not heard it before because of being lost in what I was doing and the fact I had her face buried in that pillow.. Kelly, Only three quick minuets into this, was cumming And Hard.

Now, If a girl wants to get me to attack more, thats one of the two best ways to do it (i ll never tell you the best, But the few who have found it out, don't walk after Its over).

I couldn't believe it, she tried to appolgize but I just wrapped her up in my arms and kissed her, I didn't stop kissing her, I licked and devoured her whole body on that couch. Still shaking, she started to moan as my mouth went to work on her perfect breasts, her stomach, her arms, shoulders everything.. I just had to have her again.

I brushed the hair form her face, and slowly this time entered her. She jumped, still sensitive and I pulled back, and slammed into her pussy hard, pulling all the way back and slamming again, and again, and again. I kept this up watching her face, biting down on her lips as my gaze focused right threw her deep eyes to her sole. The part of her I wanted and Knew she could feel me reaching.

I drilled her harder and harder, lifting her hips so I could gain full access to her core, "rub your clit" I demanded. She reached down and did as told. (nothing better then a good submissive) it wasn't long before her body started to shake again, quiver and then that body clenching, the look in her eyes, almost of disbelieve that she was cumming that fast again. I pushed harder, sucking her neck and I kept whispering very dirty things.. about how I was going to make her suck her own cum off my cock if she was a good girl.. "i am your good girl" she screamed as she let out another hard orgasm.. but this one, I kept fucking her threw. And it lasted longer harder her body shaking her head flying back, hair all over as her voice, once so soft and shy, Now powerful and sexy.. screaming her climax and who had done it to her to every heavenly body in ear shot (and her neighbors this was an apt.) Shaking she kept kissing me, "you are magic, oh thank you thank you" I am thrown off but not that much.. its a nice reception. She takes a moment to recover while I lick her body some more (she tasted soo fucking good) she tells me that one was a double orgasm.

I love those, that one that comes in right after or on top of the other, It also explains the mess.

She says, how she always hears her neighbors going at it. I asked her witch wall, she pointed.. I took her sweet little Latin ass to that wall, and pushed her up to it.

Running my hand down the side of her body while i suck down on her lips and hold her with the other hand, trying desperately to push her threw the wall. i drag my hand down her back, scratching at her hip, and then caressing her thigh i grab it tightly digging in my fingers pulling her leg up along side me I force my cock inside her, just like the moment I Raped her.

She didn't cum right away this time, That made me happy as I wanted this to last, My deep thrusts into her pussy, watching her breasts shake and bounce with each impact. "i am going to fuck you threw this fucking wall" She only smiled and started talking dirty in Spanish (i really should learn some of these words). I pounded her harder and harder, once more demanding she rub her clit, she obeyed with a "Yes Papi". I then lifted her up while i drilled her into the very wall she had heard soo much fucking hot sex cum form. where she had built her desire.

I grabbed her hips pulling her away form the wall only to fuck her back into it, ass smacking hard on the cool plaster. Letting out the loudest scream of approval, I took that as "fuck me like that again". So, I kept that up, pull and smack, pull and smack. As fast as i could.. till i felt her cum leaking all over my cock, but I didn't stop.. I wanted this more so I simply pushed her body into the wall even harder, my own on hers devouring her with my mouth. Any part of her I could get in my mouth was sucked, and licked till raw.

She moaned and came again and again.. at this point I threw her on her own table and fucked her hard and fast. her cum spilling all over where she would eat breakfast the next morning. making me think of eating her pussy.. I was going to, right there on her table (a kink of mine) . but she kept rambling .. I didn't make out most of her incoherent talk. So I stopped, kissed her and held her face.

"let me suck you off please."

Well, you never tell a woman no if she wants to eat the cock. So, I sat back and she went right down on it. sucking the whole thing in her mouth, no gag. She went to town on it, licking sucking, right up the shaft with her tongue. going nuts, till I grabbed the back of her head and forced my cock in her mouth, face fucking her hard. "finger your pussy, Hard" I demanded.. I want to feel you scream on my cock.

This must have hit a cord, as she worked on that pussy very hard, I stood up face fucking her faster and harder, bending her head back so I could get right down her throat, " i am going to fucking make you swallow this cock, you will have me all in side you, fucking swallow it" I Got more and more Dom Like as her body started to shake, and tighten I felt her vocal cords let out on my cock..

Nothing like a girl having an orgasm on your cock with her mouth.

I Pulled her off and threw her to the ground, stomach on the ground I layed on her, "you can have it" she said.. I laughed, have what? "my ass". I kissed her, and whispered "maybe later." I shoved my cock in her tight little pussy once more fucking her right there on her cold wood floor, She came very easliy again, I wipped my cock off on her ass. and smacked it afew times with my cock, she giggled.

I shoved it back in, I knew I was going to cum.. I could feel it, my cock started to fill her up even more. "I am going to cum" I told her. "cum where ever you want" she barely got out.

Now, If you tell me that, I am going to cum, in one of two places.. If I really like a girl a lot, she gets this...

I pulled Kelly up to her knees, smacked her face with my cock and she stroked it and licked it like a good girl. I didn't even have to tell her, and that innocent voice said "oh, will it be in my mouth Papi?"

I love when they all think this.

I smiled and smacked her face with my cock, She got it right away and smiled sucking and stroking me she even put it between her perfect fucking tits for a good tit fuck. I grabbed her hair and tipped her head back as I started to feel it about to explode, I held it back as long as I could but .. no more. "close your eyes Nena" i said... as i exploded on her face, all over, warm and hot.. she jerked when she felt it and opened her mouth to catch some.

I smacked her face with my cock, now empty.. catching my breath she sucked it abit more. smiling. Honestly, I love the naked pictures she sent me that night, and after but I would kill for a picture of her smile, with my cum on her face.

cleaned her off she walked to her bed room, Still naked, I fallowed her and threw her to the bed. Devoured her pussy, held her and kissed her deeply. She asked me to stay. I said ok.

She fell asleep in my arms. something even more beautiful about a girl who has found her climactic voice and then falls asleep for the first time in (i later found out years) content.