Any other first time gay stories? I'm a 100% straight guy that was taken advantage of by a stranger | 2016

To preface this, I'm completely straight and have never been with a guy before or even considered it. I had plenty of girlfriends and sex with girls throughout high school and my time in college so I never imagined that this would end up happening to someone like me. I'm currently a 21 year old white college student and I live in a house off campus with two other guys that go to my school. I'm not the biggest guy but I'm still about 5'10", 180lbs and decently strong. Pretty average really. Anyways, on the weekends, we usually throw relatively large parties filled with lots of alcohol and some various drugs with a lot of people that we know and some that we don't.

So, one weekend during this past year, one of my friends that I live with scored a gram of pure MDMA while we were throwing a party on a Friday night. I had never done it before so I was really curious to try it as I heard that it was awesome. Why not take the opportunity since I didn't have anything to do tomorrow, right? I was already relatively drunk since it was around 2:30am when I snorted 0.1g of it. Within a minute, I felt a weird sort of happiness creep over me and within a few more minutes, I was full out rolling. I was stumbling around, could barely see straight at my head was completely spinning.

At that point, the party was basically over except for a few of our close friends that were hanging out down on the first floor. One of those close friends brought a younger, black friend of his that was only 17 years old and still in high school. For 17, he was a pretty large and muscular guy, around 6'3", 200lbs with a toned frame and dreadlocks that went past his shoulders. You could tell that he worked out regularly and he mentioned that he played for his school's football team. He seemed like a pretty cool dude throughout the night. We talked about a lot of random shit like school, sports, girls and we ended up playing some beer pong together and winning a few games.

After I snorted the MDMA in my housemates room, I ended up going downstairs and started talking to the same kid in our living room on the 1st floor. I offered to let him stay the night on our futon since it was late, he seemed pretty intoxicated and he didn't have a ride home. At this point, the party had significantly simmered down (the futon is on the first floor by the way). He agreed he'd sleep there for the night and I told him that I'd go up to my room on the 3rd floor to get an extra pillow and blanket for him to sleep with.

As soon as I finished stumbling up the two flights of steps to my room and started to pick out a blanket and a pillow for him, I realized that he had followed me upstairs and was standing in my door way. Being as fucked up as I was, I looked at him with a goofy smile and my lit up eyes and just said, "What's up man?" He looked me directly in the eye and told me, "You know exactly what's up." At that point, he shut and locked my door behind me and there I was, alone with him in my room. As he walked over to me, I still didn't realize what was really going on or what he had planned.

He sat down on my bed right next to me and before I knew it, he took my right hand and placed it on his dick over his pants which was surprisingly already somewhat hard. I remember sort of laughing because at first I thought he was joking since I was rolling so hard but sure enough, while I started to zone out and laugh to myself, he slid down his pants and his boxers, placing my right hand directly on his cock. He began to move my wrist up and down and within a few seconds, I realized that I was jerking him off. I felt a giant wave of nervousness but excitement at the same time since I had almost no inhibition considering I was on a decent dose of MDMA. Even though I'm straight, I didn't really care that I was touching another guys cock or anything that was happening for that matter. I thought it felt similar to mine and I sorta of zoned out and imagined that it was mine while he worked my wrist up and down and I started to get slightly hard.

Within a few minutes, he pulled me up by my hair, forcing me to sit up, ripped my shirt off of me as he stood up and asked, "so, you gonna suck it or what?" in a relatively aggressive and forceful tone. I looked at him dumbfounded and began to tell him that I'm not gay or bi and that I had never done anything like this before and don't really plan to when all of the sudden, he starts to slowly push on the back of my head towards his dick. I started to look up at him to continue protesting that I wouldn't blow him and it's just not for me. He looked down at me, standing with his cock directly in front of my face and he smirked. He whispered, "there's a first time for everything" and I knew exactly what was going to happen. Within a second, he pushed me again by my hair, forced me on my knees, stood in front of me and then pushed his cock into my mouth and down my throat.

I was so overwhelmed by the entire situation and how intoxicated I was that all I could really do was kneel there in front of my bed and suck on his cock, no matter how uncomfortable it made me feel. Sure enough, he realized that I wasn't really into the whole idea of giving head since I'm completely straight and was tentative, as I was resisting more than just the head of his dick. Though I was still feeling a strong sense of euphoria, it felt so wrong and gross. I was barely moving up and down as he tried to push me to go deeper and was just in utter shock at what I was doing. I couldn't really comprehend exactly how I had gotten myself into this situation but I knew he obviously had planned to wait until the party died down, I got massively fucked up and then find a way to take advantage of me. He decided his best chance was following me into my room and that's what he did.

Once he realized I was resisting, he began laughing and then proceeded to grab the back of my head with both hands and fuck my face all the way in and out without giving me a single break to catch a breath while I kneeled there in front of my bed. He didn't have a huge cock but it was relatively large. He had a large head, was circumcised and had a really dark skin tone on his dick compared to the rest of his body. He was easily about 7" and decently thick from what I can remember.

At first, I had a lot of trouble suppressing my gag reflex and opening my mouth wide enough for him to pound away at my face but he made sure that I did by slowly forcing me to take more and more. As my chin and chest became covered in my own saliva, it was at that point that I realized that I didn't really have a choice in anything that we did and would be forced to do whatever he really wanted to with me. I began thinking and was extremely worried that at some point, he would try to flip me over on my bed and fuck me in the ass but thankfully, he didn't even try.

I can't even begin to explain how much he used me. He forced me to suck his balls by grabbing my hair, lick his cock up and down at whatever pace he wanted me to and he even smacked me in the cheek with his dick when he pulled out of my mouth. The way he dominated me, I felt like I was a girl in a porn movie. After what seemed like an eternity of having my throat fucked while kneeling in front of him, he picked me up, laid me face up on my bed, stood up over me, pulled off my shorts and boxers and forced me to open my mouth with his fingers.

As I laid there, face up and naked, he kneeled across my chest with my arms pinned down between his legs and his dick dangling in my face. He began to jerk off rapidly, letting his balls rest on my face and he pushed his cock into my mouth for more saliva periodically. As soon as I realized what was happening and tried to move, he was holding me down and again, forcing his cock deep down my throat. I found myself looking up at him while he held me by my neck and forced me to suck his cock while he looked down and smirked at me. From what I remember, he kept calling me "a good little white boy" while he was fucking my face. As he kneeled over me, he repeatedly told me how I was his bitch for the night.

A few minutes after that, he leaned forward, lowered his body and sat on my face. He rubbed his ass and his balls back and forth across my face and told me to stick my tongue out as he grinded on top of me or he would never get off of me. He started to move faster and faster with my tongue stimulating his balls and his asshole until I felt him begin tense up multiple times, lean back off my face and push his cock down my throat again. An odd salty taste hit my tongue and the back of my throat as he started to cum. He filled my mouth almost instantly and then pulled out and continued to cum all over my face for a few seconds. He stared down at me after he finished, covered my mouth with his hand and made sure that I swallowed even though I absolutely didn't want to. I was extremely uncomfortable and in shock since I didn't plan for or expect anything that was happening but at the same time, I knew he could likely overpower me if I tried to resist him so I didn't really have a choice besides letting him finish and hopefully, he'd go downstairs to sleep for the night after.

Just like that, as rapidly as it had started, it ended. He looked down at me laying on my bed, with cum all over my face, said "you don't tell anyone anything." I looked up at him, silently nodded and just like that, he whispered "good white boy", threw back on his clothes, took his pillow and cover and went back downstairs for the night. At this point, I was just thankful he didn't try to fuck me in the ass.

I laid there, still, naked, covered it cum and saliva while rolling and realized that I had let myself be completely used by a black kid that's still in high school and yet because I was so drunk and fucked up, I didn't really care. I wiped off my face, brushed my teeth and had a glass of water while I was still in shock about what happened. I fell asleep a while after and woke up the next day around noon feeling dirty and guilty about what I had done or had been forced to do the previous night.

Though I'm completely straight and have never thought of a guy in a sexual manor before, I actually didn't mind the experience in general because I was rolling and found it oddly exciting since it was so new and foreign to me. I highly doubt I would ever do anything like that again but it was something that I'll always remember when I think of the wildest sexual experiences I've had and how different it was from anything I had ever done before.

I haven't heard from the guy that took advantage of me since that night and he just graduated high school this past month. I'm probably the only one that knows that he's gay and I'm planning to keep it that way for his sake, even though he used me and essentially forced me into going gay with him. What happened hasn't really bothered me as I'm very confident about my sexuality but I've been more careful about the strangers and friends of friends that come to my house since it happened.

Anyway, I hope you enjoyed my story about my first gay experience! Let's hear about your first times having some sort of gay experience whether you're gay, bi or straight like me and what it was like.