An adventure in play rape - M/f (consentual "rape") | 2016

Introduction: Years ago I had one of my strangest relationships. Have you read the book Choke? In it the protaganist meets a "sub" who wants to be "raped" but gives him a list of rules that are almost impossible to follow. That best describes this relationship.

Melody was a beautiful young woman and a "good girl" or so she led the world to believe. Word had gotten around that I was the type of guy who was into not-so-normal things. She approached me one day and shied around the issue for a bit, but finally it came out. She wanted to be "raped" often, and she wanted it as close to "real" as it could get.

Melody was one of those incredibly short thin women that makes you terrified that your cock will push all the way to their belly button or that your weight would crush them. Small perky breasts, long black hair, straight, to her mid back. She wore little make up. She was the kind of girl that wore nice dresses, not slutty ones, the sort of girl that said "pretty girl next door, saving myself for marriage."

Of course, she then gave me a list of rules and regulations and must do's and must not do's that were so complex it made me feel like the sub. I won't list them all here, but a few highlights.

1. She had a safeword, but during the experience would scream and fight as hard as she could. She warned me that if I didn't physically overpower her and force her to submit with violence, that she would safeword and I would never get another chance.

2. SHe didn't want to know when it would happen. She would secretly give me a "window" of time that lasted a few days and would leave the back door open from 3 to 5.

3. She wanted me in all black and with a mask on, she wanted me to have a weapon and to threaten her with it.

4. Since she wanted to be "raped" and would enjoy vaginal sex, wanted me to finish anally and to either stimulate her clit or "force" her too so that she could orgasm while feeling "forced".

5. She didn't want me to have any contact with her outside as she wouldn't want anyone to know that she was spending time with a deviant like myself.

The first "date" was the strangest. I got a note from her one day that said Tues/weds/thurs and "bring condoms."

I choose wednesday and was terrified the entire time.

I parked a block down from her house. I kept the mask off (ski mask) until I got to her place.

I went around back scared the neighbors would call the cops. I got to the back door and put the mask on.

It was unlocked, I pulled out the small knife, one of those knifes that stay in the handle until you flick it out. I snuck in, almost tip toeing. I had never been to her home and had no idea where she might be, but luckily I heard the shower going.

Tip Toe upstairs, I hear her singing, I waited then, gave myself some time to stop shaking. I know dom's are supposed to be hard as nails but the reality is that we are human and sometimes this shit is scary :)

THe shower turned off, I heard her open the shower door, and then I was there, in the room, she saw me and panicked for a moment before she realized it was me. I rushed in and grabbed her by the neck, forced her against the wall, held the knife in front of me.

"Scream and I cut you," I said, "I won't kill you, I will just carve you up so that no one will ever think you are pretty again."

She gulped but didn't move her hands wrapped around my wrist and her eyes stayed on my knife. I pushed her a bit higher, forced her on to her tippy toes and then slowly put the knife away and reached my hand out to grab her breasts, roughly feeling them, feeling her nipples. Pinching them savagely. I had her throat too tight for her too speak.

"Here is what is going to happen," I said. "I am going to take you into your bedroom, then you are going to do everything I say or else I am going to cut off your nipples, your clit and carve up that pretty face. Do you understand?"

She didn't move so I pinched her nipple hard with my fingers. "DO YOU UNDERSTAND," I said louder. She managed to nod slightly with my hand on her neck.

I let her go and then slapped her, hard enough to leave a red mark on her cheek. "Don't fuck around," I said, "get to your room."

I moved and she walked out. At the staircase, she suddenly ran down the stairs. I leapt after her and caught up at the bottom of the stairs where I jumped onto her, my weight easily forcing her to the ground. She started to fight back, trying to slap me and actually got a knee HARD into my crotch.

I forced her hard onto the floor and flipped her on her stomach, my weight holding her down. I bit her had on the shoulder, hard enough to leave a mark and shoved my hand up against her pussy. It was soppy wet, not the wet of water, a slick oily wet of arousal.

"Your wet you little slut," I said into her ear and roughly fingered her. My dick her from her knee and I felt angry. I unzipped my pants, and managed, to get the condom to my mouth, tear it with my teeth, pass it to the hand holding her shoulders down and pull it free then get it onto my cock and without ceremony shoved it deep into her and started to fuck.

I started to fuck her hard on the ground, the entire time holding her down, my hand moving to her head, grinding her face into the ground and fucking. After a bit, hearing her moan, I moved her and grabbed her hand and pushed it under her waist and between her legs. I pulled my cock out and stopping only to slick my fingers on her cunt and slide them into her ass to lube it some, shoved my cock in hard. (Don't blame me, I didn't know much about anal at the time)

She cried out in pain but I could feel her fingers moving below her. I fucked her ass hard, getting closer and closer to orgasm. I pulled her hair and bit her shoulder and felt her orgasm under me and it set me off. I came hard. I finally regained myself and pulled out of her. I pulled the knife back out and stood and bid her to roll onto her back. WIth my free hand, my knife aimed at her, I pulled the condom off my cock and slapped it onto her face.

"Squeeze it out onto your face," I said. SHe gave me a look that said "I've cum now, this wasn't part of it," but I didn't give a shit. I held the knife aimed at her. "Do it," I said.

After a few moments she did, squeezing it onto her cheek.

I laughed seeing it. To be honest, my cock hurt, those of you that have fucked an ass that wasn't lubed enough know that it hurts you too. Then I blew her a kiss and walked out, zipping myself up.

I got a note from her the next day. "You get it," it said, "My door will be unlocked sat and sun."