22-[M]y first ti[m]e giving a blowjob | 2016

(My body description: 6'1, 380, short brown hair, brown eyes, tattoos, white) So, I'll start this out by saying I'm straight but for a while I was really curious about cock. I watched tons of gay/trans porn and only focused on the cock. I wanted to suck one (and possibly get fucked by one) BADLY. Bad enough to put a craigslist ad up. I requested a willing guy in my area to break me in and show me the ropes. I had done this a couple times but got too nervous and backed down. This time though, my lust was too high in my body and I went through with it. A guy responded, was really nice, we exchanged numbers and started texting. He sent a dick pic and that sealed it. It wasn't huge (6-7 inch) but fuck it was pretty.

Attempt No. 1- I was told to walk to his house around 7, suck him off, and leave. In trying to find his place (I got lost), I took too long and his son came got back. I was crushed. My appetite for cock was fuming. I needed it.

He texted me a few hours later to come back since his son was out for a while running errands.

I started my walk and I could feel my whole body shivering. I was finally going to get cock. I arrived at his house moments later. He was outside waiting and I was nervous/horny/happy. He was middle aged, mexican, short, and in shape. Kinda cute I guess. I smiled, walked in his house and we just started talking. Our conversations went from topic to topic but we finally got to business. He said he's been wanting me all day and was edging to give me the biggest load I could take (I told him about my love of cum). I told him I was really nervous but he just smiled, got up, undid his pants an there it was. A rock hard cock staring me in the face. I blushed and started stroking slowly. I told him that I was still kinda nervous but that changed as soon as I got on my knees and took his cock deep in my throat. "Holy fuck. I can deep throat?" I though to myself. I looked up and he was moaning and had his eyes shut. I kept going. Sucking more and more. Focusing on his balls and taking every porn lesson I could remember into action. I gagged a lot and he held my head down. I loved being his cock slut. I kept going till I heard him say "Get up. Bend over. I wanna fuck your virgin ass." I did what I was told. Dropped my shorts and spread my ass. He tried for a good 5 minutes but without lube it was not happening. I was just TO tight. I pushed aside, got back on my knees, and went back to work when I heard him say what I was waiting for "I'm going to cum in your mouth. Hold my cock in your mouth and keep sucking." Again, I did as I was told. I kept going hard at it. Rubbing his balls, licking and sucking his head, tonguing the hole in his penis. He grabbed my head and blasted a load in my mouth that made my eyes open wide. He kept going and going. I took everything he gave me. "Open your mouth. I wanna see my cum filling your mouth." I opened my mouth to his delight "Good boy. Swallow daddys cum." I swallowed and loved every drop of it. I got up and we shook hands (Fucking awkward. "Hey I just sucked your cock. Hug? Kiss? Nah. Handshake) He walked me outside, grabbed my ass and said "We're going to do this often" and walked back inside.

I had a 15 minute walk home so I had an "after cock" cigarette. I was elated. I could not have been happier. I got home, mom asked where I was "Oh...with a friend. Had a good time."

We haven't reconnected yet. It turns me on knowing what I did but I can't tell anyone I know since I have a rep of being a pussy fiend. I still jack off to that memory Hope you enjoyed :)